aniah

Sorry Sorry Answer - Super Junior

2010-06-04T20:41:00.005+08:00

I always commit the same mistake - careless with my words, making people sad/angry at me/feel stupid/etc.

When will I ever learn?

2 Different Tears - Wondergirls

2010-05-31T22:06:00.005+08:00

Hi (: It's been a while. I feel happy today. :'D

Last week of term next week (MSTTTTTTTT BOOOOOOOOOO), I can't wait for holidays. Can't wait for ITP also ;)

2 different tears: Tears of sadness :'( vs. Tears of joy (':

Lies - T-ara

2010-05-15T00:33:00.005+08:00

Problems, fights and stress are like pathogens. They invade your body and mount an immune response. Your secondary immunity will always have a bad memory of them. I wished mine doesn't.

We're arguing because your father is pissed and it probably escalated to this because of my stupid mouth.

Love is... - Jea and Miryo

2010-05-09T03:31:00.004+08:00

Hmm... :( If I could choose one power, it is to eliminate negative feelings and replace them with rainbows, love, sunshine and smiles. But I don't have that power so I guess I must appreciate negative feelings despite the fact that it makes me uncomfortable.

It's not easy to feel happy around negative feelings. Not impossible but certainly not easy when you're trying to feel happy despite all the stress. It's like a routine that I don't like.

It's not about my feelings, never was, never is. :/ It's so hard.

What have I become?

f(x) - Nu ABO

2010-05-08T00:44:00.003+08:00

I am very busy.

School is driving me crazy.

Tests + Practical reports every week and end it off with MST.

4 more weeks of rushing like hell and top it off with NBC.

2 weeks break after that and hello ITP.

I am very busy to the power of infinity.

You Make Me Crazy - T-ara

2010-05-01T00:45:00.004+08:00

Hi May (: It's Labour Day and Monday SHOULD be a holiday, but... THERE'S STILL SCHOOL ON MONDAY. WHY?! ): Please let it rain on Monday.

Baek Ji Young - Don't Forget

2010-04-30T22:56:00.003+08:00

Don't forget I'm always here for you. :)

Korean Dream - G Dragon feat. Tae Yang

2010-04-24T02:14:00.002+08:00

Hello :)

It's Saturday! Weekend is here. First week of school is hectic. Was bombed by a tedious practical on the first day of school which got my adrenaline rushing which makes it seem that school is going to be more stressful although there are no exams this semester. To end of the first week of school, we pricked our fingers today...it's painful. Did a full blood count and I am currently fighting a bacteria infection (stupid sore/itchy throat), neutrophils hwaiting! Kinda scared for the intravenous puncture we're going to do later. Bloody practicals, literally. :/

Band practice was manageable. Turandot is not so bad after all. :) (though I still have thoughts on ********)

I think ebooks are cool, no heavy textbooks to haul around, though I do prefer the traditional pencil and paper because I learn better writting rather than typing. When you're on the laptop, it's easy to get distracted by fanfics/seungri videos/seungri articles/jiyong videos/jiyong articles/2NE1 videos/2NE1 articles/epic fail fashion or hair or makeup tutorials/blogs/youtube/facebook/pet society and many many more. That's why I prefer pencil and paper (+ colourful pens and highlighters (: )~

There's a lot of work/things to be done/a lot to read/a lot to study...*screams and runs away*

After School - Playgirlz

2010-04-18T22:34:00.002+08:00

School starts tomorrow! (: Hopefully, it's short and sweet with loads of breaks in between.

Must sleep early...good night world!

Butterfly - G Dragon

2010-04-16T14:44:00.004+08:00

HD hearing + Dolby Home Theater Surround Sound System!~ :D

I can hear clearly now, thanks to the pricy ear syringing (imagine what you can buy with 7o bucks - many wonderful things!) procedure. I got scared for nothing, the doctor and nurse were actually really nice and funny, cracking jokes while clearing my ears. It was like a spa treatment but it made me a lil dizzy, the water sounded like a roaring tsunami in my ears. But it's over and everything is audible (:

Audiclean Ear Cleansing Spray where are you? I couldn't find you at Watsons...ended up buying face masks instead. Please reveal yourself, I want to buy you.

It's difficult to convince my parents to allow me to go out. Not that I'm complaining, I know they're worried of my safety/don't trust me/I don't know some good reason behind it. So if you have the freedom to go out as and when you like it, treasure it, cause not everybody has the privilege (like me T^T).

Oh! My father and I were walking past a handphone shop when he turned around to gaze at an Iphone and he said 'You need an Iphone right?' I thought I was hearing things but my ears are unplugged...and I was like 'Why?' and he rattled on about how Ngee Ann Poly students are using it to access their notes. Then he asked me whether I wanted Iphone/HTC/Samsung...my heart was jumping like mad. I can't wait to change my phone~ :D Though this means I must do extremely well for the upcoming exams...oh the pressure~

I'm looking forward to tomorrow (: Thanks to my torn laptop case.

Must treasure the last few days of holidays and restore my biological clock. 10 am on Monday!

It goes bang bang - 2NE1

2010-04-15T17:41:00.003+08:00

Hello! It's been a while~

A few more days to school wee ^^ Although after copying the timetable, I find that the days are really long and the long days are always accompanied by band practices...I don't think it'll be long before I'll be begging for holidays.

Turandot, is a very long song. NBC is in July, so is our IBM concert...band practices are going to be extra draining. Won't be surprise if there is a spam of practices in July. *sigh* NBC reminds me of SYF.

I'm going to regain my hearing back tomorrow morning but I have to wake up really early... ._.

List of things I'm craving for:

Calbee spicy potato chips
Lays sour cream and onion chips
Myojo kimchi instant noodles
Kaya toast
Tuna sushi
Cotton candy
Hersheys dark chocolate
Zinger burger
Mcspicy burger
Shaker fries
Mcflurry
Lot 1 kimchi noodles
Jurong Point carrot cake
IMM ban mian
Ah Mei ice milk tea
Chocolate ice blended bubble tea
Peach milk tea
Honeydew ice blended bubble tea
Honeydew milk tea
Honey milk tea
Minced chicken noodles
Seoul Garden's tomyam chicken + beef bulgogi
Mee Maggie goreng
Cheese fries
Milo godzilla
Spize's oreo cookie milkshake
Swensen's rock melon icecream
Spize's mango milkshake
Rocky road icecream
Ice kachang
Mango pudding
Honeydew pudding
Waffle with kaya/chocolate spread
Old Chang Kee's curry puff
Old Chang Kee's sardine puff
KFC crispy chicken

and the list goes on...

Love Like This - SS501

2010-04-02T01:09:00.002+08:00

Craving for Zinger Burger + Cheese Fries + Pepsi.

It's April (: About 2 more weeks to school? Yay! Can't wait...though having much difficulty to choose which module for GEMs. :/

2 more weeks to enjoy (/suffer) my long (and boring) holidays.

Public holiday today, hopefully we're going out~

Ah, I'm so bored...shall continue watching videos.

TTL 2 Listen - T-ara & Supernova

2010-03-30T17:40:00.002+08:00

I'm going to be deaf until 16th April. :C

Sunset Glow - Big Bang

2010-03-27T02:58:00.003+08:00

Hey left ear, I'll be going to the doctor soon to get you treated...please ring a little less till Monday arrives okay? I promise we'll see the doctor ASAP. Maybe you're tired from all the sounds and noises so you're taking a little rest? Function again soon okay, I need you. :*

Disappear - Beyonce

2010-03-26T15:52:00.002+08:00

When I was younger, I loved to read. I was a real bookworm and I would always be with a book almost everywhere I go. I read a lot, mostly story books and when people ask me what I want for my birthday last time, I used to tell them to give me books. When I won a Big Book Shop/Popular voucher due to my performance in school, I'd buy books. My father also used to buy books for me, well he still does, but rarely nowadays.

But after school work and more responsibilities, like CCA and important exams, coming in...I've lost the bookworm in me. ): I envy my classmates who always have a book in their hands. I should probably start picking up reading again. I wanna be a bookworm again.

Should I go for Diploma Plus or not? *scratch head*

Fool's Only Tear - Big Bang

2010-03-26T00:20:00.004+08:00

When the holidays are over, I'll definitely miss sleeping my afternoons away. -_- zzzz~

Next Day - Lee Seungri

2010-03-24T23:56:00.003+08:00

Brainy now wears a white dress with black flowers that costs $2 courtesy of Mama ^^
I think he hates it, because he looks all girly in it NYAHAHA. :D

Results were finally released today. Couldn't sleep well the night before...just worrying about it. Was jolted awake by a text message regarding the results. (: Woo~ I felt happy upon receiving the text but I thought it might be a dream so I waited until 930 am to confirm it. And then, finally got a good rest. (But I still woke up with a blocked left ear. Talk about bittersweet.) Contented and grateful that my hardwork paid off, makes me wanna work harder. ^^

I love to read fan fiction written by fan girls. Amateur writers but they write like real authors. Why do I love them so much? Because I can always relate to the protagonist or supporting characters. The good ones are really hard to find, sometimes very lengthy, but definitely worth the patience. Genre wise, not picky but those with romance movie themes are really nice to read. I'm gonna miss reading fanfics when school starts. So I'm spamming myself with them now. So please fangirls write more!! (: I wished I could write like them, but language, ain't my cup of tea, I'm not sure why. That's why people who can write should cherish the talent, I'd die to have it.

I hope the blockage in my ear goes away, can't listen to music without getting a headache.

I think it's hitting again. It will always hit right? There's no point avoiding it or wishing it will never hit again. It will always happen and I must accept the fact and bravely face it. To hell with inner struggles. I just want everything to be normal again. But what is normal really? And I like the fact that no one will understand this para but me, <3 it.

Till then, another long boring day awaits me~

Ego - Beyonce

2010-03-21T02:09:00.002+08:00

I miss school ):

Today, I made a honey and olive oil mask while everyone was out. (: Hehe, hopefully my parents don't mind me borrowing 3 teaspoons of the extra virgin olive oil they left on the kitchen cabinet. :p Adding in the honey was kinda disgusting because there was a lot of ants in the honey...I thought all of the ants were dead cause most were floating in the honey. But no, one survived and got killed while I was scrubbing my face.

The mask helped a bit, but my thirsty ends are still very dry. I wanna trim them off because they don't look nice. ): I don't think I'll make the mask again, I had to shampoo my hair 3 times to totally get rid of the mask. But it's okay, my new shampoo smells nice!~ ^^

I saw this pretty shoe today that I really wanted to buy...but I didn't buy it. I saw this shirt (Unnie! It's the puffed up sleeve one! Vivocity branch haveee, but it's not on sale...I think Bugis have know? Cheaper than Cotton On I think~) that I've been searching for so long...but I didn't buy it. Save $$$. ): But I wanted the shoe so badly!!! I have no more girly shoes...all sneakers, I feel like a boy. I rarely wear dresses now because I don't have any shoes to match. Why didn't I buy...WHY?!

If only the amount of coins I have in Pet Society is real money...that will be swell!!

Unnie! Get well soon! Eat your medicine properly and rest well, I miss you know! See you on Tuesday! WOO~

You and I - Park Bom

2010-03-20T01:16:00.002+08:00

How to look pretty like Park Bommie? Get Plastic Surgery!~ (:
Though Bommie is plastic, I love her long hair. (y)

Today, like any other days is a bore. Routine: Sleeping late, waking up late...doing absolutely nothing. I bet this is what everyone who is still working or schooling out there is probably craving for. Me, who is on holiday, am not appreciating it, it's too boring, I wanna do at least something that will entertain me. *bored*

Don't Forget - Baek Ji Young

2010-03-19T01:35:00.003+08:00

Craving for Sambal Belacan Kangkong + BBQ Sambal Stingray + Hot fragrant white rice. *salivates*

I've lost touch with music. Can't seem to catch up during band practice. I kept getting lost. It was really embarrassing cause the conductor can't hear me and he asked me why there's no sound coming from me. :p I have forgotten how to differentiate the notes on the bass and treble clef which is not good because I've to play both mallets and timpani...I keep mixing up the notes :p

I miss school actually. I miss writing notes and the long breaks where all we do is just slack/do tutorials/talk/eat/study. I also miss writing reports and doing up presentation slides. Weird much. I think it's because my holidays are just staying home and doing nothing but sleep and go on the internet. My holidays are boring, wanna make full use of it...but howwww...I can't go out as freely as I want. I may be 18 but I'm still under my parent's watch, I have to obey them.

Next week, exam results will be out. *scared* Really nervous, wonder how my results would be like. Hopefully my GPA will be higher than last semester because I feel that I've put in more effort for this exam and was more prepared for this semester as compared to last semester. Praying for good results~ 24032010 0930 hours...I'll be waiting for good results. *prays*

I have this big feeling Toys 'R' Us won't call back looking at the amount of time we're free...left with 4 weeks of holidays!~ Wow, 2 weeks have flown by just like that.

Can't wait for Tuesday~ Need to get out of the house.

Romantic - SHINEe

2010-03-15T21:28:00.004+08:00

Holidays = Sleep + Facebook + Boredom.

Finding a part time job for 5 weeks is like finding a soulmate. HARD.

My life (if it's even called life) is boring ): Can't really go out/finding a job is a pain in the ass/band is once a week. *SIGH* Bored to tears~ I wanna go shopping, how can you shop without working?! An alternative is asking parents for money, but they'll ask you to work instead! If only finding a job is as easy as ABCs... ): I NEED A JOB~ Where is a job when you need one?! Why is there no more temporary job vacancies everywhere?! WHYYY?!

On a lighter note, my phone is repaired ^^ and things are getting better I hope. Vicious cycle, don't hit me again just yet, it's very emotionally draining.

I wanna buy white shoes and vandalize them. I can't stand pure white shoes, I feel like drawing on them and I have this urge to step on them so that they won't be white anymore. I used to step on new shoes after or before band during secondary school *evil laughter* There's this sense of achievement when I step on those shoes and dirty them! *more evil laughter*

My thoughts are very random and incoherent.

I need a life. Oh God.

Stay - Big Bang

2010-03-09T00:37:00.003+08:00

I hope everything will be okay. I really do.

Today will be okay, today will be okay, today will be okay. (:

Ignorance - Paramore

2010-03-08T19:36:00.000+08:00

T^T

Heartbreaker - G Dragon

2010-03-08T01:11:00.002+08:00

Hello March, exams are over and holidays are here. Band practices resumes every Tuesday now. I still haven't gotten a job boo... ):

24th March. I pray for excellent if not decent results. I really need a new phone. I can't even text people now. ):

Words are lethal and Life is like a bitter medicine you're forced to swallow. I don't feel like myself today. I feel very volatile and negative today which is very unlike me. Events that has transpired...sigh. It's like a vicious cycle, and it never fails to hit me at unexpected moments like really when I least expect it. And everytime it does hit me, I fall hard on my butt. ): I HATE THIS FEELING.

I haven't eaten dinner for two days, I'm so hungry. ):

Lonely - Kara

2010-02-26T23:17:00.003+08:00

2 down, 2 more to go!~

When 6.10 came, and Mrs Mark said that the paper was over. I felt this huge weight being lifted off my shoulders. I don't know. Basic Microbiology was overwhelming. Luckily, I didn't crack under pressure and blank out during the paper. That'll be like the worst case scenario. Don't really feel too happy for the paper. It was not that great, I felt more confident when I finished the Math paper. I think I'd be happy if I passed (hopefully a C/B at least...because A seems so far away...at least a B pleaseeee?)

I want an A/Distinction for Math. Slogged so hard for it, I could do the paper so I'm really hoping for the best. A bit shocked that I could do the paper actually, I thought I would get stuck at section C like for the 7 past year papers that I did, always needed to refer to the solutions. Please Teacher, give me high marks!

Next is Chemistry and finally Cell Biology. Hopefully the papers will be manageable and allow me to attain high marks (:

The good thing about examinations in Poly is that you don't get back the paper so you won't have to regret/complain/brood over every single question cause you won't know what you'll get. You'll just know that you attained a grade for that module without knowing your real marks which I think is less heartbreaking and less stressful for the mind.

Wishing for the best for the last 2 papers.

Can't wait for Wednesday. Wanna eat Seoul Garden really badly (TOM YAM CHICKEN YUM YUM) and hopefully, I'll find a job.

Ahhhh, it's the weekends and I have to mug alone without Unnie again ):
UNNIE, BOGOSHIPPUHHHHH~

Lupin - Kara

2010-02-24T23:32:00.002+08:00

1 down, 3 more to go!~ (: God please help me through this! Can't wait for Wednesday!~

Anti-histamines, steroid creams, oral steroids - The best medicines to be invented (Y)

Come, come, come, come - Big Bang

2010-02-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is Monday. Wednesday will be Math. Friday will be Basic Microbiology. Next Monday will be Chemistry. Next Wednesday will be Cell Biology and it'll be OVER. It seems so fast yet it feels so slow...gosh. 3rd March 1440 hours. Can't wait! After that must celebrate & party like it's your birthdayyy~ (: (and find a job quickly $.$)

Craving for Seoul Garden now. *tummy grumbles*

CANNOT WAIT FOR HOLIDAYS! ): EXAMS FASTER FINISH PLEASE.

It goes L-O-LL-I-P-O-P - Big Bang

2010-02-19T21:49:00.005+08:00

Basic Microbiology is mentally draining... :/

Behind time for revision plan ): Who knew the big chapters would take more than a day... my brain is begging me for mercy. Neurons, don't fail on me just yet, the exams are not even here yet...work hard okay~ *pats head* 2 more weeks and it's holidays holidays holidays holidays! Will surely give the brain a good rest...and hopefully my skin will rest too. The stress is aggravating my eczema...very itchy to the max!

Must find work during the holidays, must earn money $$$. Hope there are vacancies, really in need for a job. Don't want to be stuck at home the whole holidays, that is beyond boring! I wanna go out and do something. I wanna learn cooking too during the holidays, don't know whether that'll happen but I really am keen to learn how to cook (so that I know how to cook something else other than instant noodles when there's no food at home).

I want exams to end like nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww and I want my phone to come back to life. It's like dying slowly...each day, one key will not function anymore. Wonder which key tomorrow ): Today was the down navigation key(!!), makes texting an utter CHORE. Scared to complain about my phone...shall wait till it really really dies on me. PLEASE DON'T DIE unless I'm getting a new phone...highly doubt it since my plan only ends in December, SO DON'T DIE JUST YET *begs*

Weekend is here...mugging w/o Unnie ): I miss Unnie!

Ring Ding Dong - SHINee

2010-02-15T23:26:00.003+08:00

My phone is...crazy. It's refusing to cooperate with me. ): I can't pick up the phone without using the headset or speaker. I can't lock my phone now and it's dangerous, my phone started surfing the web without me knowing. I can't even see my screensaver ): and this part is really sad cause I love my screensaver. I can't even use some of the keys when the phone is slide up. I hate my phone now because it's like throwing tantrums at me. Out of all times -.- exam period, still in the beginning of the year when I can't change my phone yet cause of the stupid contract. Pfft~ irritating. Siao ding dong.

Try To Copy Me - 2NE1

2010-02-12T23:38:00.005+08:00

That time of the semester to mug your brains out~

To be honest, this is the first time I've ever done an Exam revision plan. No kidding. I hope I have the self-discipline and hardwork to actually stick to this one. Looking at the topics to be covered each day, it's not a lot but IF I procrastinate, it just spells DISASTER. I cannot let that happen, I need a high GPA.

Some subjects I am not even confident about it cause I don't know, I just don't like the subject matter (read: IO Chemistry). Not that I hate it, it's just that, it's either too brain draining/not interesting. I just wished that IO Chemistry was as easy as the Mole concept we learnt in Sec 3. That was fun, I really loved Mole concept but too bad, that's last semester. This semester is 70% Organic Chemistry which I am not really interested in. It's all about properties, IUPAC nomenclature (which I still have not mastered *rants*), trends & reactions (there are more than 30 reactions to remember). Never felt such resentment towards Chemistry before.

I really hope I stick to the plan, I must!~ Unnie, you must remind me!~

Exams are coming, everyone please stay healthy and study smart! 3 more weeks to HOLIDAYS! WOO!~ EVERYONE HWAITING! May everyone be blessed with high GPAs, Distinctions & As!

Have to complete Math papers by today! My notes will be following me to the picnic tomorrow. Neurons, GO GO GO!~ HWAITING HWAITING!

When I fall - After School

2010-02-04T23:50:00.003+08:00

I think God really wants me to concentrate on my examinations. Why? I just looked up for Temptation of Wife online cause I missed too many episodes...all the links are under repair. Nice one, I have no reason to be distracted.

Almost every assignment is over now, except for GEMs and Math PBL. Really can't wait to get them done and over with.

I don't want to be lazy, so laziness, stop bugging me. That's the last thing I need to be now, lazy.

It's almost 12, Good morning~

Let's fly fly - CL and Minzy

2010-02-01T21:54:00.001+08:00

BOO! HELLO FEBRUARY 2010 (:

Taking a break. I feel very tired mentally, physically, emotionally. Wish I could sleep now but I can't, have loads to do. If I sleep now, I have to wake up early later...which I doubt I will, but I can try~ ): Dilemma.

So much to do, I feel like there's a whole pyramid on my shoulders which is getting bigger and higher! All I want to do now is to laze around and do absolutely nothing but just waste my time away. But that is rather impossible because there's just too much to do, I'll start worrying instead of lazing around. Can't wait for the year to be over. In about a month, I'll no longer be in Year 1! Woo~ Can't believe it, I'm gonna be in Year 2 soon, time really flew by.

School starts late tomorrow~ YAYYYYYYYY!

Cotton candy - Daesung

2010-01-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

Am currently craving for cotton candy. Thanks to the song which has been replaying for countless of times. If there is a pasar malam anywhere? PLEASE TELL ME. Or, if you know where to get cotton candy without the hassle of going to pasar malam, tell me too!~ Luckily Brainy is a dark pink baby bunny and not light pink or he'd really look like cotton candy and I'll eat him up!

Today's Chemistry lesson was beyond annoying, it was so noisy and IUPAC nomenclature is getting confusing. All was well before esters came in. So many reactions and trends to remember, oh my Mama! ): I have this strong resistance for Chemistry now, like when I see the notes, I want to throw them away...there's still advanced Chemistry in Year 2. *BAWLS* DONT WANTTTT!~

No more Cell Biology lectures ):

Exams are like really near. 3 more weeks. So much to study. Neurons, get ready for a workout. Stop distracting me you stupid youtube videos.

Cause I'm too afraid to say this to your face because I don't want to cause trouble so here it is:

I'm sorry, I'm not the type who gives presents without an intention to do so. I'll only give when I feel like I want to give. Also, I'm the type who give gifts to people who I think deserve it, well it's MY gift so I can give to whoever and whenever I want. And sadly, I don't want to give any to a Hi-Bye friend who I always space out on. I don't do gift demands, not from people who are not close to me and people who wreck other people's lives. Am I being too direct here? I just don't like the way you interact with people and how you portray yourself. I don't hate you cause that's unfair, you've never really did anything bad to me. I'm human so I do judge at times. With all the past experiences and all, I don't think it's unfair for me to judge you. But whatever, it's your life and since you're not close to me I don't really care. Just don't barge in to my life anymore. Don't. Having someone who closely resembles you (in many many ways oh my gosh, not kidding, highly freaky) in class is enough, wait, more than enough. Thank you. Good luck in life, I wish you well. If you do spread any rumors about me because of this, I will not hate you cause that's your nature so I'm not gonna waste energy and brain cells on it. I'll just accept it and just cancel you off from friends list, cool? (v) Peace.

Because of you - After School

2010-01-27T23:35:00.003+08:00

Brainy the baby bunny~

Thank you Unnie :*

Always - Big Bang

2010-01-26T23:36:00.003+08:00

Doe-eyed cat <3 Look at her huge eyes. Awww~ Want one ):

I am now hungry, lonely and exhausted. So bored of report writing oh my goshhh... No one to talk to online, Unnie where are you? ):

School was very long and draggy, I think I fell asleep while the teacher was explaining about basic hydrolysis of butyl acetate which to me smells like markers and not sweet smelling at all. Chemistry is one weird subject. No offence to chemists out there~ *peace sign* No more Chemistry practicals now!~ WEEE~ *throws confetti* But there's still IOChem lecture spam on Friday *groans* Really, when Friday comes, I become rather insane...just Chemistry overload oh the horror~

I like to write reports because I feel a sense of accomplishment from having a blank document to pages and pages of words and diagrams. Same goes for presentations too (applies to slides only!). Why don't I feel the same way for the current one I'm working on now~ Maybe because it's still messy and all over the place. One more week and no more reports for a while, no more! I can do this!~ *determined look*

Cannot wait for tomorrow. (:
Turn in now~

Oh - SNSD

2010-01-25T21:05:00.002+08:00

Bacteria from a water cooler in school. *gasps*

Survived school today. I broke a glass slide during experiment today, is that a bad omen? I hope not :c Last practical for Basic Microbiology & last lesson for IDEAS~ WOO~ NO MOREEEE~

Tomorrow will be another long day in school. Last practical for Chemistry~ Hopefully last tutorial for Cell Biology too, that'll be swell ^_^ Then we'll have lotsa time to study and all~

I didn't regret it. I hate spoilers.

Oh oh oh oh~ My posts are very school orientated, are you bored reading?

Make it bounce - After School

2010-01-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

IDEAS presentation tomorrow~ Hopefully the teachers give mercy~ *prays*

So many assessments tomorrow :c Essay for Love Relationship. Gram staining for Basic Microbiology self experiment. IDEAS presentation on a topic which I don't understand. I can survive tomorrow, fighting!~

As the course gets more presentation orientated, I've equipped myself with colourful note cards to motivate myself so that presentations won't seem so bad afterall. Colourful note cards for the win~ (v)

I've accomplished quite a bit this weekend, there's still more awaiting for me though. 'Hello, Aniah, I'm still not completed, please accomplish me asap before [inserts day]' Yes, yes, I'm coming~ *drags self to do work*

You better get yours - 2NE1

2010-01-23T17:51:00.004+08:00

Be mine.

Exam schedule is out. Not really pretty. Late papers can be somewhat tiring on the brain. Can't wait for 3rd March, liberation awaits. Please fast forward to 3rd March. Everyone, hwaiting!~

24022010 Math B 1600 - 1810
26022010 Basic Microbiology 1600 - 1810
01032010 IO Chemistry 1230 - 1440
03032010 Cell Biology 1230 - 1440

Aniah, please start studying. HIGH GPA HIGH GPA HIGH GPA HIGH GPA! (: *cheers neurons on*

It's about time - 2NE1

2010-01-21T20:24:00.003+08:00

Musical Delights XXXIII (:

If I had the chance, I'd really won't turn down the opportunity to perform in Esplanade again. The feeling is very surreal, being on a real stage where many great bands/orchestras have performed before. It's like a dream come true~ I like the dressing rooms, the mirrors have light bulbs on them. It was tiring yet fun~ How I wish every Monday is like this. Though the concert wasn't perfect (cause I kept tripping on my stupid gown, played wrong notes here and there everywhere) I really had fun and I wouldn't mind performing there again.

I'm gonna miss the band practices for a while, okay maybe not the practices, my section members. Cause they're the ones who made me stay in SPSB, if not I would've quit long time ago. (: <3 Percussion section~

Concert's over, now it's time to go and catch up on studies~ Exams in a month!

Wedding dress - Tae Yang

2010-01-10T01:03:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to be asleep now but I just can't seem to fall asleep yet. It's 1.03 am, Sunday morning, 10012010.

My skin hurts so badly. I think my eczema is coming back. I don't know why, maybe because of the stress from the lack of sleep and start of school probably? It started to itch like mad and it was itching so badly, I scratched it. Stupid decision cause it's really painful now, I don't even feel like bathing anymore cause it's painful.

Eczema is such an unforgiving skin condition. I've had it since I was very young and am thankful now that it's not as bad as I was when I was younger. When I was young, it was really bad until I couldn't stretch my arms cause it was too painful and when I do have the courage to stretch them, my skin just cracks and it hurts so bad, my skin was literally weeping for me. I've had it all over my body, from my hands, to my tummy, to the back of my legs, to my legs, my knees, my arms, my neck, my face it's just everywhere.

I've seen many doctors to treat my condition but most of them was just a short term relief from the pain and the itch and mostly the stares I get from people. It seems ridiculous but I do get self conscious about my scars and all...this is what the condition do to you, beat your self-esteem to pulp. I remember being constantly reminded to wear long sleeves/long pants. There's this even a period of time where my diet was being controlled, I felt like I could eat nothing. I love meat and eggs, hate veggies and fish. But it's the latter that is a better option for my condition.

All the money my parents spend on me to treat me seems in vain cause I still have it. I owe them a lot. They brought me to a private doctor before and I was treated about one/two years? Every consultation cost $90 - $200 and the appointments are usually once in 2 or 3 months. It did make me a bit better due to the steroids I take, creams I had to slap on and the injections that they gave. The steroids made me gain a lot of weight. I think I gained like about a 4 to 5 kilograms? Thankfully, I've maintained the weight ever since after I stopped taking the steroids.

The scars are still there and occasionally, people do ask me about them. Asking me whether I got it from chickenpox/mosquito bites when actually I've never had chickenpox and mosquitoes rarely bite me. I have relapses almost every month now, especially when it's near my period/when I'm stressed and it's painful to the core~ *wince*

I hope that my future kids won't suffer from this, it's too painful.

Eczema, go away!

I'm tired... zzz~

Are you crazy - Son Dam Bi

2010-01-09T23:35:00.004+08:00

Brownie + Ice cream + Chocolate sauce = YUMMY~ HUNGRY TUMMY~

Slept for 16 hours *thumbs up* It would've been better if it wasn't cold and my nose wasn't block or running.

I still have many tickets to sell and many parts that I still can't play for some pieces. With only one more week left, a bit nervous and I still hate the gown to the max. I really can't wait for the concert to end, so we can all have our long awaited rest from band and catch up on our studies/focus on revision as exams are around the corner (about a month away). Really want to do well during the exams since MST is not that satisfying, always miss a few marks to the next grade. We can do it, fighting~ (Yes Unnie we can we can!~ Let's ignore what our 'rakan-rakan sedarjah' got cause what's more important is what we got. Mereka tidak mempunyai banyak kegiatan luar darjah, jika mereka ada pun, ia tidak begitu intensif. LOL okay talking in Malay after a long time is weird). After the concert, we'll work hard!~

Next week is gonna be so energy-zapping, I hope we don't fall any sicker. Fighting fighting~ Bodies, please cooperate with us for this last stretch before our semester ends.

Should turn in now, good night :) zzz~

I like bad boys - 2NE1

2010-01-09T00:44:00.002+08:00

sleep *yawns*

I woke up today, feeling all drained and lethargic. I did not like the trash bags under my eyes that greeted me 'GOOD MORNING~' when I looked in the mirror. It's only been a week and I already have eye bags :C Feel so sleep deprived, I can't seem to have a good rest every night. Keep waking up every few hours, it's beyond annoying. I need more sleep! Band practice spam + Lectures starting at 8 = Not helping at all.

Next week another band practice spam week before concert day. 6 whole days of band woo~ I bet it's gonna be tiring. Ticket sales still low. Oh God, please make people buy the tickets. I'm afraid I'll have to buy the remainder which I do not want at all, I have no extra $ to spare on empty seats.

RWP Presentation is next week too. Oh my, I'm quite nervous cause it's pretty last minute. Must present in formal clothes, what to wear?~ There's so much assignments to do. I feel so overwhelmed by them.

*STRESSED*

:C I feel like I'm under-performing, on so many levels and it's...sad.

Waiting for Tuesday~~~ *winks*

I'm still here for you - Big Bang

2010-01-05T22:03:00.005+08:00

Looking at this makes me happy :) (and hungry)

When I receive my Cell Bio paper back today, I was both elated and pissed off at myself. I'm grateful for my marks but there's this gnawing feeling that if I had read the questions more carefully I would've gotten full marks. Although I feel like slapping myself for getting that 2 questions wrong, I will avoid the temptation to do so because I am crazy if I said I'm not happy with my distinction. Lesson learnt: Read the questions carefully! Now, I'm nervous about getting back my other papers especially Math because of the mind blank during the last few questions. Hope I don't get those mind blanks again especially when exams are just weeks away. It's scary~ *quivers*

Mianhamnida :( It was unfair of me to break down today, I was just too caught up thinking of my own feelings when I should actually be thinking about yours. I don't know, it's just this feeling of neglect when you do that to me. Don't feel pressured, you don't have to change for me. :) I can accept you for who you are. I don't want you to change just for my benefit, that is unfair. Don't apologize anymore, you don't have to be sorry for being sad. Gwaenchana~ <3

Dear pain in my right calve, please go away, I have staircases to climb thank you very much.

Everybody attention please - G Dragon

2010-01-04T16:57:00.002+08:00

1st day of school~

School has started, kept whining the whole day about feeling tired/wanting to go home and sleep/body aching/Cell Bio Tutorial tomorrow/more presentations for IDEAs to make us more 'marketable'/band practice spam (cannot wait for the concert to be over) *WHINES* I can't wait for the next holiday and it's only the 1st day of school. Can't wait for 5 March!

Class starts late tomorrow~ WOOO~ Can sleep my morning awayyyy~

I feel very colourful today because of my outfit + my bag + my shoes, like a walking rainbow, no kidding.

But we're here now - 2NE1

2010-01-01T18:41:00.003+08:00

Hello 2010!~

Ushered in the New Year at the beach side where there were so many creepy crawlies yuck. My first meal of the year was Maggie Goreng + Milo T-rex = Win. C: Then for lunch, I had Kimchi instant noodles, yum~ I'm starting the New Year on an unhealthy note :p

Okay, I'm utterly distracted I need to do work work workkkk~ Must finish A.S.A.P!

It's been a long time coming - 2NE1

2009-12-30T00:31:00.004+08:00

Caterpillar lost his nose!

Tomorrow is New Year's eve~ And in no time at all, it's back to school! Assignments still not done but it's okay, hard working group members, let's finish our assignments well today!

I feel like eating brownie and ice cream now~ Kimchi noodles sounds nice too~ yum yum~ *tummy grumbles*

Have to sell 10 tix by Monday. Ticket count for me as of now: 0

Singapore Polytechnic Symphonic Band Presents Musical Delights XXXIII! Monday, 18th January 2010, Esplanade, 7pm. Tickets selling at $15. Repertoire consists of Star Wars Trilogy, West Side Story, Elisabeth and many more! Anyone interested please contact me or any SPSB band member! :)

I'm terrified but I'm not leaving, know that I must pass this test - Rihanna

2009-12-29T00:38:00.004+08:00

I want Subway. SG Subway, apply for halal certificate please.

I don't feel very happy today. Bought instant noodles (yum~) to cheer myself up. It's like history repeating itself, why must this always happen every time school is going to start. I hope everything would be happier after school reopens, can't wait for school to reopen although assignments are not completed yet (why are the assignments so hard to complete?!).

Just want you to be happier. I'm sorry if I did or said anything wrong today, I didn't mean it at all and stop saying thinking things that never cross my mind before. I hope you'll have a good time going out with your Mom, she's free now for you so you should spend quality time with her since you said she was busy before, now you can go shopping with her. *hugs*

Is this a test for me? It's hard, but I can do this right? I can. Fighting~

I should stop thinking and turn in now. *zzz~*

She can't get enough - Big Bang

2009-12-28T00:11:00.004+08:00

I want to drink this now! Sweet sweet milk tea!

3 layer tea, I want the one from the coffeeshop near the hotel we stayed in during the KL trip. Very addictive, though it's really sweet, I'll get diabetes if I drink this everyday!~ It taste like the milk tea found in Singapore but so much better cause it uses melted Gula Melaka yummm~ Talking about Gula Melaka, I'm craving for Chendol too as we speak, I want the one at the Tekka Market!

I hardly update now a days because I don't know what to say~ *grins* It's going to be 2010 soon~ Hopefully I'll update more before the new year starts.

There's never a right time to say goodbye - 2NE1

2009-12-11T21:51:00.004+08:00

Mccafe C:

This place is getting dusty... *wipes dust from blog* There, much better C:

MST is over = School holidays!~ C: Microbio should go to hell, Math can get lost, Chemistry should not be so dry, Cell Bio should not be too brain draining. (V) I love school but sometimes the modules can be energy-zapping. Also, knowing that you're able to do the questions that you were stuck on after the paper can be quite irritating.

School is over for a little while, but band practices are back on track. OMG, the amount of practices. One more month to concert day, am very worried, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO MASTER ALL THE STUPID CHALLENGING PIECES IN 4 WEEKS?! No offence, I love music and all but I am losing interest in band, in classical music which is quite saddening :C I used to <3 band music to bits and pieces, but I have lost interest some how.

Can't wait to go on holiday. A few more hours and I'll be on the road weeee~ Shopping and food awaits! It's been quite a long time since I've gone out so I'm extremely excited! I'm gonna miss home but I'll make the most out of my holidays to make up for the studying I did for MST. I did worked hard for MST and although I might screw up some of the questions, I deserve a break. WOO~

Unnie ah, I'll miss you, we'll meet on Wednesday! C: I'll be back soon~ <3

Strong Baby Happy Birthday~ :*

imma strong baby crack crack crack crack - seungri

2009-12-05T21:02:00.002+08:00

December Baby~ :D

Just 3 more papers~ freedom! And I think I'm going to reject the job offer. it's gonna be 2010!~

please don't go - CL & Minji

2009-11-26T23:04:00.002+08:00

I'm not dead. Just busy, dead busy with school. School = Parasite. So many deadlines to meet and next week is like 'DEADLINE WEEK' cause almost everything is due next week. Even one test is brought forward to next week which reminds me, I've yet to study for it. I feel so burdened. 09122009 can you please fly to me. Hell week 7. After that will be Hell MST week. Then, HEAVENLY HOLIDAYS~ *thinks of holidays*

I've got a job offer, but hesitant to take it though I really want the $$$. Where the hell am I going to dig up 50 Malay males? Where?

Pair work is best, in my humble opinion. Yes Unnie I love you. I think you can read my mind cause you ask me questions that I've thought of before.

I have a new obsession (scandalous~), oh no.

my head goes round round round round - big bang

2009-11-06T23:48:00.003+08:00

My humongous pink eraser~ It's as big as my pencil case. Daiso sells awezome stuff.

ANYWAY...it's November already. Woo~ 1 more month to MST & then it's the HOLIDAYS~ 5 more weeks of school and it's time to PARTY~ It's only the 3rd week of school. School is hectic. 8am - 10pm on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and for the last two days, it's 8am - 5pm. Very exhausting. Although there are breaks in between, it's still very tiring.

It's only the 3rd week of school and the work is piling up. There's heaps to do...really a lot. Although I don't mind doing them cause the lecturers are nice c: (except for 1) Really like Cell Bio now, cause the lecturer is very nice & caring (i am so not crushing on my lecturer please). Aishah keep teasing me cause my butt accidentally hit my lecturer during practical.

Today I realise how much I love pairwork rather than working in a big group. I mean, I have no problems being in a big group, but it's just hard to coordinate and get used to the working styles. Sometimes I feel like I'm expecting too much, but I don't want to pass up work that I think is not up to standard. I really don't know. I even wonder whether they know what they're doing. :c I don't like it.

I hope I'll get used to the tight schedule soon so I can make time to update more.

okay be mad at me all you want - CL

2009-10-20T22:46:00.004+08:00

D-I-Y shoes can be pretty awesome, saw a few while searching online...so tempted to buy a pair of white canvas shoes and go crazy. I saw a pair of white canvas shoes when I bought my black pair of shoes. (stupid, grey was like *poof* gone!~ so much for new arrivals. Luckily the grey shoes at home are still in working condition) Hopefully Mama won't flip when she finds out I bought new shoes. But hey, it's my own $$$, it's not even over $20 so she should not complain, my shoes were wearing out (excuses~ but heck, need them for practicals) Excuse for buying lotsa sneakers/closed toed shoes - Practicals. I need to buy pumps, I have Z-E-R-O pumps at home, how saddening.

Talk about shoes, after much thought, I think I should put myself in her shoes. If I was not in the right mood, I might have done the same thing too would I? Hmm...

My stupid sneakers gave me a blister on my pinkie toe. :c Painful. My bag strap buckle broke today, I had to carry my bag on one shoulder. Hurts. It was sunny today. Hot. Can the day get any worse than this, no, cause when I got home I could still talk happily and crack a joke with Mama who was left at home all day despite everything cause I know Mama went through more than I did. Must've been hard for her, more than 2 hours of loneliness, she started calling people up. The feeling of stepping through the door, feels wonderful to be home.

First 2 days of semester is indescribable. Please give me the strength to fight on, thank you.

it's time to shine - gdragon

2009-10-18T16:50:00.005+08:00

BOOOOOOOOO~ SEMESTER 2 STARTS TOMORROW!~ hoping for the best! *prays*

work that body - 2NE1

2009-10-14T23:30:00.002+08:00

I scalded my tongue today :c Maybe I was too impatient, didn't let the piping hot Ban Mian cool and just stuffed it into my mouth. My tongue is in pain now~ Hurts to eat cause when the food comes into contact with my tongue it's just stings. I think this is the price to pay for scolding Indra/telling white lies? I still feel guilty about it though.

Saw many face masks at John Little today which I'm itching to buy cause it's cheap but there's just too many, I was spoiled for choice. I wish I could buy everything :x Kinda regret not buying it though. I hope I can get it on Sunday or something. Have been wanting to buy the shoes that I saw at Bata, but no size :c *big sigh* I shall try the IMM branch *prays* and Daiso & Artbox disappointed me T^T why no more stocks?!~ Uniqlo's sweat parka, have been thinking of getting it cause of the discount, but no black colour :C The only thing that I bought this week is the Essentials Shampoo, Conditioner & Treatment (it's dirt cheap) which I've yet to try since I'm trying to finish off the Sunsilk ones a.s.a.p. This week is kinda epic fail~

Watched Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs today with Unnie. It was funny~ The movie made me hungry cause there was just TOO MUCH FOOD. I wished I had the machine in my house so I can order anything anytime just buy pouring water into a machine. That'll be uber cool, I don't mind investing in that kinda machine. I want to watch 500 Days of Summer!~

I have this annoying pimple on my nose, I bet the pimple is embedded deep in my nose because it's just a painful red dot on my nose. Feel like Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer. Hate to have a pimple on the nose, when you're talking to people they'll stare at your nose cause there's a foreign red thing on your nose and I bet they are itching to squeeze it. Hey Pimple, GO AWAY& FINGERS STOP PLAYING WITH PIMPLE PLEASE~

Just read like many pages of reviews on beauty products :x so hardcore~ See how bored I am? But I think I won't be bored next week cause SCHOOL IS STARTING and next week almost everyone is like on HOLIDAY. The first lesson of the semester will be about LOVE. 8AM on Monday 19102009, people still at home sleeping away, I'm at school learning about love, alongside the rest of the unlucky SP students. Why? Cause I enrolled myself in the 'Love Relations for Life - A Journey of Romance, Love & Sexuality' for general elective module. Psychology has no more space, BOOOOO so disappointing, I should've logged in earlier and grabbed the seats but noooo since it was my first time logging in I was such a slow poke!~ Didn't even know how to navigate the pages okay. Maybe I can even blame the browser, IE is so slow. But heck, the module might be fun. We'll see on Monday. 6 weeks have gone so fast. :c Time to mug again. Luckily Mid Sem test is before the holidays on 12 December. 12 December is like so far away now~ 12 December would be a very good day (CRACK CRACK CRACK CRACK, yea V.I. like this)~ Must do well for this semester, I must I must!~ Who knows, maybe if I work hard enough, God will bless me with more than 3.5 or maybe if I worked really hard I might even get a four point o? Hmm...they say upcoming semester is more challenging, really hope I'll do well!~

Talking about doing well. When I went visiting with the school mates, there was this house (think it's Zulfarhan's house? yes I think it is) which really struck me cause I saw this contract. The contract was between the father and the daughter (me guessing it's Zulfarhan's younger sister). It stated that if she did well for O's (7 dist.) the father will fully sponsor her trip to Japan. If she doesn't get 7 dist., there was a list of things that she would get with every dist. that she achieves. Am I even allowed to say these things on my blog? Haha, not trying to expose their family or something but I think she' really lucky.~ Maybe I should do that too though I know full sponsorship to travel is a bit too much. I think I shall not involve my father, he has enough bills to pay I guess. Maybe I'll sign a contract with myself (O.o?), reward myself if I do well, I sound very absurd over here but I think I should try it. Who knows.

I think I should head to bed. It's 3 am in the morning, so much for saying that I need to alter my body clock.

I can't stop no more - G Dragon

2009-10-12T00:26:00.002+08:00

I need new pairs of shoes. If I had alot of $$$ I would splurge on Adidas J wings but damm, ME NOT RICH ENOUGH :c how bloody sad those shoes are too pretty to be true.Why must the shoes be so pretty and pricey? WHY?!

MY LEGS ACHE TO THE CORE~ :c blame the Hari Raya outing with CPS friends. It's like land expedition in heels. The weather was bright, cheery & HELLA HOT. Nonetheless, had a blast with them. Didn't expect many to come but surprise surprise, a crowd turned up. We shared like all the memories from crushes to pranks to fights~ Primary school was just funny. After the outing, I was really full because there was just too much food in my system and my legs were begging for mercy. A new trend should come out - Raya clothes with sneakers for gals (for zero pain while visiting) Someone please start the trend already. Me not a trendsetter so please someone please do it and spare us from the agony of heels. I cannot fathom how girls can actually strut their stuff in heels all day long, the thought of it is just O.O painful. I know heels are just lovely but they are lovely to admire, make shorties taller but they are foes to your feet and your back!

GEMs registration is sooooo troublesome man :c why can't it be in the morning? School is starting next week. ONE MORE WEEK AND BACK TO SCHOOL. 8 - 5 timetable sucks *screams, groans, whines, cries, bitch fits* :c Really worried for next semester, must do well or else go to hell. :x Must be consistent, gonna aim high high~ cannot get any lower or I will be in big trouble and that's a biggie! I'm not looking forward to the 3 hours of Math and 4 hours of IO Chem. That's just utterly INSANE. What tough luck man seriously. AHHHH~ *another round of screams, groans, whines, cries, bitch fits*

I feel like joining a CCA that involves exercise, I heard it's good for insomnia. I only managed to fall asleep at 7 yesterday morning, not cool considering the fact that school's gonna start really soon, must alter body clock back. I cannot survive school with one hour of zzz, will turn into a zombie~

Gonna rant on this certain someone that I met and I can't believe we used to be close, USED TO like some eons ago which I cannot comprehend why~ Seriously, do yourself a favour and grow up please. It seems like you're attracting attention in a very negative way, a lot of people don't like it if you're not aware. Maybe you're acting that way cause of a certain someone or certain people I should say but we know you know that acting that way won't really be attractive to that someone/people so you're just gonna blow your chance which you're vying for. I mean no offence but seriously what are you thinking? In some areas, you have never changed for the better, maybe it's part of your character, maybe it make you who you are now, but seriously it's kinda irritating to observe. There are time when I feel like giving you a tight slap so you can wake up, but I didn't cause I know it'll make it worse, me don't want to be scratched yo! Hah, don't ask who really, I won't bother answering. Maybe I'm being too straightforward/obvious, but heck, sometimes you just have to know it the hard way. no offence, still respect you (Y) Wish you all the love in the world.

I'm gonna watch movie after so long laterrrrrr wooo~ There's band later booo~ I might buy stuff later oooo~

it's too much, it's too tough - beyonce

2009-10-10T01:44:00.000+08:00

Just ranting out my feelings, you don't have to read it know?

I feel like a failure. Ear drums vibrating to the max, head pounding, eyes hot, nose running, that can't be good. I don't want to feel like this, but it's hard to ignore this feeling when it keeps coming like some tsunami. I have expectations of myself too and one of them is to be there for you no matter what, to help you in any way I can cause I choose to and I want to. But I can't, and in that aspect I fail, I = EPIC FAIL. Well, it's not the first time I've been a failure, sometimes I feel like I've always been one. All the promises that I wrote in blue, aren't they all just bullshit? It's easy to write them but to execute them is just difficult for me and that's why I fail. I shouldn't have promised you anything if I had known that I couldn't do them well enough. It hurts so much to know that you can't open up to me cause you think I have paradigms about you or your way of thinking cause I don't freaking do that. I might be opinionated about things but I don't do that to people who are close to me. But I guess I can't blame you if you don't want to breathe a word about it to me. I just thought if you let it out, you would at least feel better or at least I can take away some of the weight on your shoulders. Maybe it's just wishful thinking on my part, that I would be one of those people you'll confide in when you have problems or issues. Well maybe I was wrong to think that way. Sometimes I wish I had the power to make you happy all the time, but I don't. Maybe it's just a phase and it'll go away. Like how I have headaches the week before Red Riding Hood come to visit. Like the 2 weeks before Prelims, or the week of Band Camp if you remembered. I don't know what to say or do to make you feel better. Maybe you don't need me to do that, maybe you just need sometime alone to sort out your thinking. Maybe you need the space without the constant 'why?'. I don't know~~ T^T and not knowing just sucks. Sometimes I even wonder whether feeling this way is even normal or maybe it's just too much on my side. I don't even know who to tell my feelings to, that's why I'm ranting it out here. I don't even dare to tell you about it, you have enough on your brain, I don't need to burden you with what I feel, cause it's not time for my feelings most definitely no biggie. I just hope you'll get over it asap. Fighting. There's other things in life that's much more important I hope you realise that. Life's too short to brood over things we want, cause what's more important is what we need and what we have. Sigh, don't even know whether this would even convince you, if only I know what will do the trick, but that's unfortunately beyond my control. Just so you know, I'm not angry or annoyed with you if you're wondering. If I do publish this, if you do read it, only God knows what would happen next.

2009-10-04T16:57:00.022+08:00

IT'S OCTOBER ALREADY?! :c 14 more days to school, NOOOOOOOOOOO~ although, I don't mind if it's without the lectures and all. Although staying home, doing nothing but sleeping has made me missed studying. Once term starts I'll definitely miss sleeping more than 12 hours every day, it's like a sleeping marathon! :D

Ice cream for breakfast is weird (although i don't mind ROCKMELON FLAVOUR~ that totally rocked my tastebuds and i keep pronouncing it as ROCKLEMON) and ION is huge. I won't mind going for the Swensens Ice cream buffet again (only if it's free and I don't have to fork out anything). Strawberries tastes better with white chocolate in my opinion.

Paramore's new single is <3!~ It's been a long time, sounds refreshing to the ears, Hayley sounds as amazing as ever. I envy her, those vocal cords are to die for man. A few days ago, I was walking in a store and That's What You Get was playing, woahhhh all the CT memories was running in my mind and I started singing; haven't forgotten the lyrics. I kinda missed it. It's been a year. :/ *sings* Ignorance is your new bestfriend, Ignorance is your new bestfriend~ Okay officially addicted to the song~

I'm bored :/

so fresh so cool - big bang

2009-09-26T16:38:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO SLEEP TOO.

It's not cool to have puffy eyebags waving hello to you everytime you look in the mirror when you wake up.

There's just too many 'what if's when my brain starts to overthink and the worst part is, it overthinks when I'm trying to fall asleep...not cool.

It's not cool when you're the only one left in the house that can be bossed around. I want to have Mid Autumn Festival too.

It's not cool to be at home when I really want to go out.

It's not cool to worry cause the lacrimal glands becomes hyperactive but do anyone care really? But it's not anyone's fault really *shrugs* cause I'm paranoid and tend to overworry when it comes to people whom I care a whole lot and that part of me is not cool. Should I be sorry for worrying too much? I don't know and not knowing is not cool either. Epic Fail = Me. It's also not cool when I don't see you for almost 20 days now and I miss you so much.

It's not cool when you want to sleep so much and you can't cause you have guests and you must do the dishes and help out. oh God... T^T

It's also not cool when bad vibes which are just emanating out of me, I hate it when I'm not in a good mood.

NOT COOL! >:c

hey gorgeous sweet amazing baby - gdragon

2009-09-24T01:33:00.001+08:00

:* i love my new wallpaper(s) yo.

Raya is tiring yet fun though not as joyous as the past years (i don't know why either)...getting $$$ plus stuffing yourself with good food plus enjoying the holidays is great :D not forgetting hanging out with your family, wearing makeup just for the fun of it... woo~ cannot wait for raya outing with friends, haven't seen them for a long time, miss them so much.

Exam results is already out. I checked yesterday morning at around 9.48am? Woke up early due to a very bad dream. The dream was so weird...I was at a hair salon and the stylist bleached my hair and demanded me to pay $505 dollars. Went berserk and I started screaming. The next thing I knew was, I was at Bugis street trying to find the Liese Bubble hair colour thingum. Okay, basically the dream was damm weird, I think I'm affected by my wallpaper. So anyway, back to exam results. My heart was like pounding like no one's business...praying like crazy while I was typing my password & stuffs. Quite satisfied with my results oh thank God no need to forward any modules. But I know I can do better, I will, next semester which is less than a month away! T^T I want more than just 3.522! Must go university~

I'm so bored, this is what I hate about holidays. I want to find a part time job for these last 3 weeks of holidays, at least earn $$$ rather than get bored lazing around at home.

Unnie is sick! Get well soon Unnie ahhhhh, i miss you so much!

always waiting for you - gdragon

2009-09-19T02:37:00.001+08:00

After a year, I finally got rid of my Sec 4 clutter and oh my I have killed a lot of trees. My space is more spacious now. Hopefully it'll remain neat, if not, well that's typical Aniah eh? *shakes head*

My Mama today told me this 'People grow slimmer during the fasting month but you, getting fatter' Well Ma, aren't you relieved that I'm happy, prosperous and curvy! I don't waste your food okay, I always try to finish up the leftovers so that you won't feel sad. No I'm not blaming you. I'm usually the one who'll finish this and that and I'm happy to eat alot cause I'm an emo eater.

Also, she warned me not to iron my Hari Raya clothes, she'll iron them for me. Traumatic experience of burning my clothes. It's the stupid iron, the iron hates me, it loves my Sisterand Ma but noooo it hates me. Okay, maybe I was impatient, didn't wait for the iron to cool more...stupid iron.

I have a new mole on my face. Above my upper lip, under my left nostril. It appeared like a few days ago? Thought it was a pimple with a blackhead, but turns out to be a mole. My last mole that appeared was a year ago too. On my right palm and it expanded to 3mm. My classmates thought I had black ink spot on my palm kinda hilarious. They'll be like 'Eh dirty!' and I'll answer 'Nooo, it's a mole, see I can't scrape it off *scratches mole*'

Withdrawal symptoms, I'm not very happy at the moment. It's the hormones, I hope it's the hormones.

irony - wondergirls

2009-09-18T01:15:00.000+08:00

Whenever I'm starting to feel better, the phlegm starts blocking my air ways and *cough fits*...OR suddenly one nostril gets blocked and then mucus starts running OR you get both coughing fits and then while you cough mucus starts shooting out of your nostrils, well that's a great sight when the afternoon sun is streaming in your bedroom eh? Horrible. But nonetheless, I feel better already, not as horrible as the past days. I will be healthy again on Sunday, God willing! I want to eat those sweet sweet goodies and all those drinks which makes me think of maltose, sucrose, fructose, BSBM CP2036, Dr E. Hahaha!

I'll be meeting Anisa today. Oh my God, liberation. Haven't been out of the house since what, a long time, see it's too long I can't even remember!~ My sister's clutch bag will save me. I think staying home has had an adverse effect on me. I was reading (yea, shocker, I'm already half way through the book in a day, was that bored!) and I started laughing hysterically at the lamest stuff written in the book. There were tears in my eyes after giggling like crazy for like 30 seconds after reading one really lame line. I'm going kuku up here~ *points to temple*

My sister told me that there was a cockroach in my cousin's art bag in which she stuffed like everything inside. Now I'm scared to mark her books tyvm. I have this trauma with cockroaches *shivers* If it's huge, forget it, I'm not even going to ATTEMPT to kill it, I'll just take off and if I can't escape, SCREAM BLOODY MURDER. Yea, I'm a girl like that.

My right feet is numb, I took 3 solids seconds to differentiate between my right and left. My directions are screwed, I may not be a good driver in future.

I'm starting to get hungry and I get quite nonsensical when I'm hungry and now I feel like I'm about to burst with so many emotions. It's the hormones, most def, fo sho, no doubt.

hurry up - sandara park

2009-09-17T00:23:00.001+08:00

Dear Pharynx,

I'm writing to beg you to recover as soon as possible preferably before Sunday. It hurts to cough or sneeze at times and the phlegm is not really helping especially when I'm trying to sleep. I spent 2 hours tossing and turning trying to find a comfortable position to sleep so that the phlegm don't block my airways. Another reason is people love to serve ice cold sweet drinks on top of the already diabetic goodies while we go visiting, I don't want to miss out on those on Sunday!~ Also, I've fed you with copious amounts of cough syrup after my meals so please be a dear and cooperate with me. Get well soon, hwaiting!

XOXO,
Aniah :)

Dear Nose,

The purpose of this post is to appeal to you to recover soon. It would be best if you could recover before Sunday. I've been having sneezing fits and it's not very pleasant especially with a sore throat. Hurts to the max. Moreover, you have been running like a tap, I'm wasting much tissue. I don't want to go visiting with a red/runny/sneezing nose cause it's not glamourous and I don't want to spread germs everywhere. I also don't want to hold tissues everywhere I go cause it's damm irritating when you can't find a bin to throw tissues. I've done my best by feeding myself with Panadol Flumax so please cooperate with me. Took me two hours to find a comfortable position to sleep in without having mucus trickling down. Get well soon, fighting!~

XOXO,
Aniah :)

The videos are taking far too long, HURRY UP!~

i'm not a baby girl - sandara park

2009-09-16T23:24:00.033+08:00

I thought I was the only one thinking that way. I'm lucky to have someone on my side at least. A complain letter without suggestions is quite insensible my English teacher once said and I agree.

So they keep on debating...doesn't stop, never gets tired, just keep going on and on and it's eating the cardiac muscle not literally.

A: It's not fair~
B: Don't be petty, stop whining.
A: But seriously, it's unfair, it's like war guilt clause 231.
B: *chuckles* Don't be retarded, this has got nothing to do with history.
A: It does! Why can't you see it in my pov.
B: Cause you're being pessy, shoo!~

A breaks it, B makes it.

And everyday you learn something new, today I've learnt a new thing - the art of expert folding which is probably going to help me conquer the challenges of an ever growing tower. Sure it will, with practice I might miraculously acquire the skill myself. Although, there's a better solution to the problem, taking down 'that' tower but it's not within my power to decide cause (A)boohoo aren't you a significant little one if you follow your retarded emotions/(B)you're not a woman in the house. But nonetheless, on a happy note you've done it, though it might revert back to the same thing but you can always practise.

This is when you're hungry and start blabbering nonsense, epic FAIL.

killing me softly - lauryn hill

2009-09-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

My throat and my nose is killing me, hella itchy to the max. T^T Hari Raya is approaching, immune system fighting!~ My skin is feeling the itch too...noooo...

I am still unable to sleep in the wee hours of the morning...my husband is going to leave me...nooooo....

Had a nightmare, okay not exactly nightmare but still a bad dream... T^T I can still remember, how impactful.

just be yourself - GD

2009-09-10T23:13:00.062+08:00

AM I A BOY IN DISGUISE?!~ >:c I'm forever pigging out, WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME...Mama said if I continue being like this my husband will leave me...NOOOOO~ (andwaeeeeee~)

I don't know what else to say cause my life has been pretty uneventful (full of sleep!). I think I have eyebags under my eyes, don't want to sound vain but I DON'T WANT TO BE A PANDA (though they're cute)! O.O

It's getting boring with each passing day. Take me out somebody!~

Oh I got my haircut on Monday. It's getting curly and frizzy so I rebonded again and got it cut short (yet again). Wah seriously, the woman doing my hair was very violent. I don't know whether she's massaging my scalp or what cause it felt like she wanted to pull my head off my neck. When she was towel drying my hair, the mirror got wet and my face got slapped by my own hair no kidding! I think she scratched my face as she was trying to blow dry my hair cause I have this big scab on my left temple which hurt like crazy when I was washing my face. She's really violent, thank God I survived the whole ordeal. There were a lot of people who was getting their hair rebonded at that place, well duh, it was damm cheap. There was this one girl though who did a digital perm, I wanted to stay longer to find out how it looks like in the end :c Maybe I should grow my hair out and try digital perm...maybe...hmmm...

I'M BORED.

Black pepper potato chips are addictive, I'm sure the chilli ones are just as heavenly, please refrain from opening a bag of chilli chips in front of me, my right hand and my mouth will get hyperactive. I have been eating a lot and sometimes I still get hungry despite eating a whole load which sometimes make me wonder whether there's a snake living in my tummy. I keep eating and in not time i'll be saying 'Hello love handles nice to meet you again'. Being curvy is okay, it's okay, really it is... *self-console*

We went to eat at IMM today! Got to eat Ban Mian wooooo~ Didn't get to finish the whole bowl though :c the ice milk tea was very filling and I was very thirsty so I kept drinking drinking drinking. And the egg broke, the soup became yellowy and thick after a while, couldn't even find the egg whites :c today's Ban Mian was epic FAIL cause the mushrooms and the ikan bilis could give me hypertension. Despite that, I'm thankful that I have food to eat. Just wished the cook was the Malay woman though... :c it's okay, next time~

Abah bought shoes for Mama, Aneng and me today! ^^ Woo~ I'll cherish it like crazy. Bought a bag too which I think is pretty, can't wait to use it hahaha! I want to go shopping badly, can't wait for hari raya $$$ to roll in and also for someone to bring me out. I have not been to ION yet, how square...I want to gooooooo~

Can someone please just organize percussion outing already and utilize that 100 dollars...the Swensens Ice Cream buffet at ION sounds good. ^^ I WANT TO GO OUT BADLY.

Sometimes, I get worried about what my exam results would be, oh God help calm my worried heart. Not only about my exam, it's on so many levels.

No more 2NE1/YG/GDTV!~ :'C SAD. Crazy netizens, after Jae you want GD to leave too? Get a life.

Don't know what to say no more..till then~

you can't do that - 2NE1

2009-09-07T11:43:00.014+08:00

The thing about holidays is...no school, cannot see Unnie. :c Thank God for band today (despite being really lazy that I had to drag myself to the band room, had this urge to run away with Unnie) 5 days not seeing Unnie can be quite weird/torturous/boring/lonely cause we always see each other daily in school except for weekends. 5 days is a really long time! Glad band is back, we can see each other more often!~ WOO~ must go shopping after getting hari raya $$$ okay?

Talking about band...ah I suddenly don't feel like playing for MD. The songs are difficult. Hand spasming for Star Wars *sings Darth Vader's theme* and the notes are high! I kinda hate sight reading (although it would be okay to make A LOT of mistakes during the sight reading session) because I am really really slow at figuring out notes for mallet scores. Have this phobia of mallet scores and the scores with very intricate rhythm. *shivers*

Next week is already hari raya week woo!~ Don't think I'll be attending band practices next week, ahhh which means I won't get to see Unnie :c

nobody said it was easy - coldplay

2009-09-04T02:05:00.002+08:00

*SQUEALLLLLSSS*

HOORRAAAAHHHHOOOORAYYYY, exams are over! (though my brain failed on me during A&P, WHY?!) Seriously, mind just went blank over those 2 questions. Gosh, WHY?! But it's over, damage has been done...let's just forget it and CELEBRATE :D WEEEE!~ I CAN SLEEP ALL I WANT NOW, sleep those eyebags away...ah i realised my complexion has worsened. My body clock is so screwed up now, like an owl now. I am nocturnal! HOOT HOOT.

After torturing my puny brain for a few weeks now, misery has ended. It's time to PARTY and have fun before term starts on 19 OCTOBER. 19 October seems so near...why can't they extend the holidays till 2010 OR SOMETHING! :c

Now, it's time to get ready for HARI RAYA! YAY! Cannot wait to stuff myself with all the goodies and all, though I'll gain a lot of love handles during the process. But before that, must clean up the house and bake! Just bought the ingredients just now, going to start baking this Saturday. Plan to start with pineapple tarts and then cookies and then cornflakes...so on and so forth. Cannot wait to bake :) WOO~ The smell of cookies in the air, the horrific mess of trays in the kitchen, hands covered with flour, batter, chocolate and whatever...WOO~

Initially planned not to buy new heels cause I wanted to use the heels that I bought for prom. But it's pointed toe, I don't want to suffer during visiting. Shall buy rounded toe ones :) Must do my hair also, soon soon!

I want to go shopping, ahhhh haven't been out for a while, I really miss going out. :c I want to catch some movies too...sigh. I've been watching make up tutorials and those palettes that they have are to die for, SO COLOURFUL! Looks like those watercolour palettes you find at Big Book Shop or Popular know? And some of them are so pretty, even without make up they look pretty, they shouldn't waste make up on their face, THEY SHOULD GIVE THEIR PALETTES TO ME!

Ah I really don't know what else to say. Oh, it's going to be the holidays next week right? Everyone have a good holiday next week! Have fun and study well too, your exams are after the holidays I suppose? Fighting, press on! It'll be over soon and you'll have your 2 month break, while I'll be trudging back to SCHOOL as new semester starts. AHHH~!

I shall go and watch movie now, finished loading! ^^

and your time is up - 2NE1

2009-08-31T20:26:00.001+08:00

BSBM paper was like O.O but it's over, how? one more paper and it's done. i feel guilty about...it's okay after exams will resume okay? :p

yesterday's solo debut was just *fans self* HOT!~ *sings* i can't breathe~ i can't breathe~
not forgetting the unplugged version of 'I Don't Care' woooo nice nice!~

ONE MORE PAPER. and that paper had to be unfortunately Anatomy & Physiology. ah, i pray that my other components pull me up seriously!

i feel sad that i didn't go back to CT this year for Teachers' day due to the (stupid) BSBM paper. really missed my friends and i want to see them badly. oh and of course to be a loanshark, some people owe me $$$ okay!

Mama keep asking me when im going to cut my hair. i think i've heard the question more than thrice in a week? i know my hair in it's ugliest state ever now, but i think exams are more important now. she told me not to rebond again, oh the irony~ and it's my hair (& my own money) you're talking about here. *sigh*

I CANNOT WAIT FOR 2ND SEPTEMBER 6.10 PM.

TWO-N-E-ONE-ONE - 2NE1

2009-08-27T21:28:00.001+08:00

2 MORE PAPERS TO GO, 6 MORE DAYS LEFT TO LIBERATION. to hell with the past papers (especially APCHEM >.< gosh that was like 1230981230813 times harder than tutorial 7) at least i tried my best. :) okay, BSBM & ANATOMY PHYSIOLOGY. Ah brain cells, time to store store store and VOMIT during the paper okay? regurgitation papers are probably not my favourite because it causes much headache. It's okay, equipped with my colourful pens, hopefully my brain cells will cooperate *pats head*.

time for memory work, it's going to be over soon, think of the holidays!~ :)

Gara Gara Go - Big Bang

2009-08-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

YAY!~ thanks Ji Xiang for the tip. :D 11 more days to liberation! Cannot wait! It's going to be over soon. I can do this. In the mean while, I shall drown myself in my (colourful) notes.

Again & Again & Again & Again - 2PM

2009-08-21T22:24:00.001+08:00

Okay, so blogging through email works!~ :D COOL.

The week has been hectic with 2 tests and a presentation. I'm glad CRS is over. :D Tried my best and I think no matter what happens, I'll just be thankful that I've learnt something really important during the last presentation that is patience. With just a short time to finish up everything and the fact that my 0.01% miracle didn't happen, I guess you need loads of patience. The tests this week was relatively okay. Happy that I did quite well for the online quiz :D Last minute reading did not go to waste, so lucky I could remember what I read when I read the notes at a time when my brain was most probably fried due to the CRS presentation. B. Immunology is over. Kinda sad, cause I really like this module the most out of all the modules we're doing this semester. It's okay, Immunology I will see you again in Year 3 :D

Vaccination on Wednesday was not as bad as I thought it would be. Heard that the second one would be much more painful than the first one. Beg to differ, find the first one much more painful than the second one. At least the second one did not give me muscle aches, but it did leave me with a very thirsty throat!~ Had to drink like a camel before turning in cause I just couldn't sleep without quenching my thirst.

Next week will be the start of the exams. 12 more days to liberation!~ YAY! Cannot wait for it to be over. I know I've said this many many many many times, I CANNOT WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER!~ There's so many things I want to do right now other than studying (not that I want to study, I HAVE to study.) So much to study. Anatomy & Physiology especially. OH NOOOOO~ my brain cells, my poor poor brain cells.

HEARTBREAKER CAME OUT THIS WEEK (and the next day another album came out). this fan girl is elated to the core. :D *plays heartbreaker on loop* I'm really thankful for GD TV, weekly doses of it makes me sane when everything around is just crazy. ^^ the songs are addictive and the songs that I don't really like are growing on me. love the concept, blond hair is just win!~ *daydreams*

Tomorrow is the starting of fasting month! YAY on many levels. :D

New Email addresses available on Yahoo!
Get the Email name you've always wanted on the new @ymail and @rocketmail.
Hurry before someone else does!

you're my heart heart heart heart breaker - G.D.

2009-08-21T21:33:00.003+08:00

Blogger officially hates me to the core after a week of not posting. Actually, I've been trying to post for the past few days but the posting page is abit screwed up and although I clicked the 'Publish' button many many many times, it just will not post! So I found an alternative, posting by mail. I'm not sure whether it works cause it's my first time posting using email. I hope it works. Testing...~

New Email names for you!
Get the Email name you've always wanted on the new @ymail and @rocketmail.
Hurry before someone else does!

my name is GEE DEE GEE DEE baby baby - G.D.

2009-08-14T21:12:00.001+08:00

BLOGGER, WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR POSTING PAGE? WHAT IS HAPPENING?!

haven't been able to update last few days cause blogger just refuse to save my posts as drafts/publish my posts. i can really feel the hatred blogger has for me. :C

stressed over CRS. thought we had one more week to work on our presentation, but it was shortened, now we have 3 days! OH MY GOD!~ seriously, so much for being democratic, forcing Monday on us. 99.99%?! didn't even ask us whether we were ready or not. what's so bad about Friday? no need to ask us when we're free, book a room, send sms and stuff like that, WHAT'S WRONG WITH FRIDAY?! now im praying for that 0.01% miracle to happen.

there's BSBM test on Monday. i wonder how am i going to finish studying when CRS is being a parasite!~ seriously, i haven't even started studying. don't even ask me whether i've started studying for my exams & for my final B. Immunology test. so worried for the complement system essay. 10 marks!~ must score this no matter what.

can't wait for everything to be over. another 20 days to holidays. 20 DAYS! 20 more days, FIGHTING! less than 10 more days to first paper. woo~ feel the stress? on a lighter note, 4 more days just 4 more days~ stop teasing, the anticipation is killing me GEE DEE GEE DEE BABY BABY ^^

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE HOLIDAYS YOOOOOOOO~

drop it on me - G.D.

2009-08-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

HELLO? TESTING TESTING... Blogger you hate me or something?

hey ladies - 2NE1

2009-08-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

:) it's Friday!~ the week is over, so glad that APChem test and NDOC is over. next week would be presentation day, ONOW and CRS, not my favourite modules, but i'll do my best! especially CRS since my essay is like crap, if only the word limit is more, i might have written better cause globalization is just a wordy topic. it's okay ^^ i'll do my best, too late to be sad now, im moving on~ i can't wait for Sunday to be over, that 4 gruelling hours, wonder how it will be. i shall go find out what is BMI in Malay or something. need to find another 4 hours of CIP...ah where?

it's going to be exams soon. i may be on a hiatus or i may stick around. im not too sure but it's okay, i promise i'll be back by 2nd September when exams are over! can't wait for it to be over. 2ND SEPTEMBER 6.10 PM HURRY COME IM WAITING~! can't wait for exams to be over. have plans on how to spend the holidays already! DIY projects! ^^ im excited Unnie ah! we must complete these projects okay? must take lots of pictures also!~

i miss band all of a sudden. seriously, i can't wait for exams to be over.

Dear 2nd September,
PLEASE HURRY UP!~

Love,
Aniah :)

i miss you, top of the world - Big Bang

2009-08-03T00:40:00.004+08:00

today will be a better day. must not forget to fast. :)

i sometimes worry whether you understand what im trying to say or convey because if you don't, im just wasting my time teaching you and you're just wasting $$$ on me. i mean seriously, hello, i don't know what's going on in your 9 year old head. sometimes im even scared to teach you, cause if i make a mistake, you'll blame me and you're not mature enough to reason out why i made the mistake. hmm...how?

i still have yet to study for APChem test and the test is this Thursday. ICEBOX ICEBOX. hello Chem tutorials, you'll be my companion for the next 3 days.

the mess in my drawers are screaming murder. seriously, i think if Umma or Unnie were to open, they'll just faint. XD oh Aniahhhh~ kkalkkeumhan namja, i need kkalkkeumhan namja. 'People have to be clean' I AGREE so come and clean up my act please. ;) must.stop.talking.nonsense.

anyway, it's Monday. a new week!~ without the practicals, YESSSS! WOO! ^^ i can't wait to see Unnie, bogoshippuh.

time is ticking ticking - Epik High

2009-08-02T01:18:00.004+08:00

kinda miss work, okay maybe not the work, but the $$$ :x

ah at last the blogger toolbar is UP! i thought it went on strike cause i haven't been updating for the past 2 weeks!~ ah, im sorry blog but i've so many other things to do that i've been neglecting you *sniffs* im really sorry. i wished i had more time so that i can at least pay attention to you *sobs* please forgive me blog, im trying, i really am trying so hard. *wails* please give me a chance, please understand i have so much things to do! *bawling*

been really busy these 2 weeks. last week was intensive band (WHOLE WEEK OF BAND) due to IBM concert which went pretty well i guess. though it was tiring, it was fun!~ first concert with SPSB ^^ something i'll never forget. kinda miss band practices, feels weird coming home early on used-to-be-band-days. but i think it won't be long till i will reluctant to go for band, i already have band on Monday due to NDOC. i'll be missing 2 very important lectures :( NOOOO WAYYYYY...HOPELESS! who cares about LOA now when EXAMS ARE LIKE 3 WEEKS AWAY?! WHAT THE...

had a few tests this week. practical viva for B. Immunology, Math online test (WHICH I ALMOST GOT FULL MARKS BUT DUE TO THE STUPID PARTIAL FRACTIONS QUESTION WHAT THE BLARDY HELL, I OVERLOOKED THE CORRECT ANSWER WHAT THE WHAT THEEEEE), practical test for BSBM. there's going to be APCHEM test next week. BSBM online test and final B. Immun test next next week together with CRS presentation (which i am so worried about, i really am) and i have this nagging feeling that i'll be having ONOW presentation on the same week. then, it'll be one week before exams starts! i can't wait for 2nd September. ONE MORE MONTH BEFORE HOLIDAYS~ WOOO~

no more practicals, so Tuesdays will be quite free cause Tuesdays are usually filled with 6 hours of practicals. ^^ weeeee~

oh and last week was also my birthday :) thank you everyone who wished me! thanks for the shopping Aneng! thank you Khilda for the whole box of Maltesers chocolates! Unnie, thanks for the handmade bracelet and necklace, i really love it and also the blingbling earstuds which i am still wearing since i first put them on! not forgetting the card and the love letter, kamsahamnida, saranghae, bobo? :* :) thank you! oh yea, thank you owl for the surprise birthday cake! ^^

i want to grow my hair :( but my Umma keep saying that it's ugly (since forever), so i feel like chopping it off. hmm... naega yeppodoego shipoyo~ :( go figure if you don't know.

i need shoes i need shoes i need shoes i need shoes i need shoes i need shoes i need shoes.

my face is breaking out, pimples popping up everywhere! must be due to my inconsistency in putting on toner and moisturiser. serve you right, lazy freak. talk about lazy, my place is in a mess! i have to be a kkalkkeumhan yeoja~ (tidy girl). heh, like that's ever going to happen. maybe, someday? *shrugs*

Sister's engagement this coming Saturday! CIP this coming Sunday which is also National Day. no school on Monday ^^ Unnie we shall fast from Monday to Friday this coming week okay?

3 more weeks to EXAMS, hwaiting!~ must not screw up this one!

Gayathree taught me how to say i love you in Tamil this week. NAAN UNNAI KADALIKIREN!~ 16 more days ;) so farrr awayyyyyyy~

i feel like learning Hangul next year.

song for my juliette - SHINee

2009-07-19T02:17:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHILDA! :D
ILY :)

no lessons on Monday, WEEEEE~ but there's band. ah, i really can't wait to get the concert done and over with. can look forward to section outing after that :) leading people on is evil (yet very fun :D)

i miss the 6 month holidays after O Levels. i miss the times where i'll sleep like in the wee hours of the morning after a hardcore session of chatting with Unnie then wake up to go to work. come back home, have nothing better to do, fanfic time~, play Pet Society, keep refreshing bbwordpress for updates, hardcore chatting till 0430 then off to bed again. AH, THOSE 6 MONTHS.

of course, i miss my secondary school mates too. i miss assembly, miss lip synching the national anthem, whispering the pledge, saying good morning to Mr Tan, listening to announcements, and getting stuck in the jam to go back to class. those little little things that we overlook during those days but those are the exact things that we really miss now. i miss hearing the school bell ring, i miss the fixed seating positions which we usually whine about. miss counting down to recess then counting down to dismissal. i miss how we'll have lessons for 6 hours straight with no breaks in between except for recess. i miss the fun that we had as a class, cause now everything is different. it's not the same. it will never be the same. :') ah i miss you guys.

i still have BSBM to do. freak. did i tell you how much i hate PBL? due date is next week. AHH~

IBM concert in a few days and i still cannot play Jungle and Sea of Wisdom properly. oh goshhhh... :p i should shoot myself.

EXAMS IN 5 WEEKS.

it's almost 3 am, SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPP~ zzzz

we gotta stay together - 2NE1

2009-07-17T02:34:00.002+08:00

strikes a chord. sucks knowing it. sucks even more when i can't do anything about it. sucks to the core that nothing's changed. disappointed in myself? well, what am i supposed to say. i don't know. i think i shall go and ---. cry? die? fly? you decide.

next week is IBM concert (and my birthday~ :DDDD)

Thank God for one week extension for BSBM practical report.

eee i have so much work to do. :/

i wished everyday i could laugh like how i laughed so hard on Wednesday.

don't let me go - the fray

2009-07-12T01:28:00.003+08:00

2 more weeks to SPSB IBM concert.
6 more weeks to examinations.
7 more weeks to holidays.

Aniah, are you going to do anything about it?

you're too p-r-e-tt-y - 2NE1

2009-07-10T21:29:00.002+08:00

AT LAST CAN POST PICTURES. but when i try to delete this picture, I CAN'T DELETE IT!

lessons resumed this week. got back some test papers. :) A for APCHEM. stupid B for A&P. >:( am not looking forward on getting back the rest except for Math A. this week is like killer rushing week, had to accomplish many things. weekends are going to be killer too, must complete pratical reports :x it's too late to regret now isn't it?

im worried for concert. i still cannot exactly play my mallet parts well especially for Ride (!!) & Jungle. keep getting lost for Sea of Wisdom. :( am feeling very vexed. my scores are really nice with all the notes written on it. still have IBM score to figure out. heh, i feel like the mallet scape goat (embekkk~), i really hope i don't get the mallet part for dancing megahits (prays to God, PLEASE I DON'T WANT...). i shall play Ride on repeat as much as i can.

i want 2NE1's kicks and wardobe and accessories man. :( lucky gals.

time is ticking - epik high

2009-07-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

i think Blogger hates me for being on 2 week hiatus, so it does not allow me to post photos anymore. :(

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HEHE no, Blogger hates everyone! HOOT HOOT~ no one can post photos. hmm...let's try again *tries to upload photo* STILL CANNOT bloody hell.

i think Xiah from TVXQ/DBSK is cute. uh-oh. talking to Sheryls about Xiah is making me find Xiah more adorable. PLEASE BLAME HER DISPLAY PICTURE (which is like so damm cute can). and Jong Hyun from SHINEe...AHHH. STOP.

stupid practical reports. I HATE YOU. band practices resumes tomorrow :D don't go to Little India on weekends, or risk being groped. :x

i don't care eh eh eh eh - 2ne1

2009-07-02T23:34:00.008+08:00

cannot upload photo. stupid b(loody)logger.

I AM NOT DEAD. :) i know it's been weeks. MST just ended and i am not really proud of it and i can't really expect much from it cause, revision was pretty much last minute. i am so not looking forward to get the papers back cause i don't want to know how badly i screw up but on the other hand, i also want them back so i won't repeat the mistakes for exam (if the questions are going to come out for exam that is). A? i dono, i hope i do get some As. at least one will do. i'd be very happy if i at least pass today's 2 biology based papers. seriously, didn't finish studying, just touch and go. ahhh, let's not talk about tests already, it's over~ *throws imaginary confetti* but then, there's still exams which are like next month? 24 AUGUST~ *groans*

YESTERDAY WAS AISHAH UNNIE'S BIRTHDAY! SAENGIL CHUKKA HAMNIDA~ SARANGHAEYO *hugs* ^^ (please pardon my limited korean knowledge *chuckles*) i hope you like the presents :D

I MISS BAND. the section bonded during IBM Camp :) we even won the section competition with an funny sounding African song KABE used to attract alligators, HAHAHA. and we're going to perform it during IBM concert. ah, im quite worried cause i have so many mallet parts and i can't play mallet to save my life now, i haven't practised on the mallets for a very very very very long time so im beyond hope already. i mean the songs are fun to play but when i keep misaiming and can't decipher the notes quickly, i get very frustrated with the song (no actually, with myself) and i'll get very discouraged (probably the reason why i don't like mallets, cause i can't sight read). but nonetheless, i miss band :) especially percussion section, WHAT SIOL.

i don't feel like doing anything now, i want more holidays! half a semester to go and GOOD BYE TO BSBM, APCHEM, MATH A, B.IMMUN, A & P, CRS & ONOW. still have projects and practical reports not done, oh hell, now i have to stay up not to study but to sit and stare at the laptop figuring out how i am supposed to write the report. especially the BSBM one, cause our results are like utterly retarded and due to the lack of enzymes, WE DON'T EVEN HAVE RESULTS FOR SOME OF THEM. D: how irritating.

i want to kick the habit of last minute cramming for my upcoming exams, can i do it? i know i can, it's whether i'll put in the effort to actually revise. the thing that gives me motivation to study now, my colourful pens & pencilbox *chuckles* i know, self-motivation is the most important when it comes to academia but when the motivation wears off (probably due to fatigue & procrastination) i mean, you have to find other means of motivation right? okay, i really love my colourful pens & pencilbox. RAINBOW COLOURS MAKE ME HAPPY :D

is this long enough to make up for being MIA for the last 2 weeks?

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Unnie says it's not long enough, so i shall bore you kids out and make it longer *winks*. hmmm...let's see. oh i've a new hobby, reading fanfics. okay, maybe not so new, i've been reading fanfics for quite sometime and im addicted. im an obsessed fangirl who reads fanfiction of various genres. i must say the fangirls who wrote them, i have to give props for their creativity and language (although some has grammar and spelling issues really and the the whole story turns comical). i envy them, i wished i could write like them and i don't know what else to say to make this post longer...

AH I REALLY DON'T KNOW.

NO CLASSES TOMORROW YAYYYY! but must go to school to pass up practical tsk.

follow follow me - 2NE1

2009-06-14T19:52:00.004+08:00

WHAT THE HELL.

I FORGOT ABOUT ONOW REFLECTION which is due tomorrow. i don't even understand what im supposed to write please. the issues pertaining to the event was mostly on homosexuals?! like hello, security seminar & homosexuality is a bit weird don't you think? i've nothing against homosexuals but i think the focus of the questions asked in the seminar is wrong...and i wish i can submit this blogpost as my reflection but NOOOOOOOO i can't. boohoo.

and i just got a message that IBM CAMP IS AN OVERNIGHT CAMP FOR YEAR 1s! OH MY GOOOODDDD.

24/7, my heaven - big bang

2009-06-13T23:18:00.002+08:00

*peace* im still alive *peace*

week 1 of holidays, GONE. i haven't started on my revision or any assignments, i don't know what im waiting for really. WAITING FOR EGYPT TO SNOW?! must start immediately or DIEEEEE.

IBM camp on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. 3 days, every day 12 hours of band practice for IBM concert. oh goshhhhh really? i've never been to this kinda camp before, i hope i'll survive and i hope it's not very intensive to the point i break down. woo, and im hoping that most of the 12 hours are filled with sectionals cause i love sectionals but i hate combined rehearsals.

paragraph of random ramblings starts NOW. i suddenly have this feeling to grow my hair again. i've learnt alot lately, like how i should do myself a favour and direct quote 'just for once take care of my feelings'. i wished i can dance like 2NE1. i like their street version and now they are performing the space version, hell yea! okay fan-girl moment over. i don't know how to start my practical reports, as of now, there's only the cover page and the subtitles with no contents. PubMed has too many articles that are just too complicated for me to comprehend probably because they sound too foreign, so Bimmun project should just go and die. 2 more weeks to MST, gosh neurons you better start connecting! i want to buy 3/4 leggings. i want to buy shoes. i want to buy long t-shirts & clothes. i want to buy perfumes. i want accessories. i want $$MONEY$$. i want to be a YG trainee, so that the last 6 lines can be covered. i think im tired of rambling, so i shall go & watch more videos now.

:) youtube, im comin' comin' comin'.

get up get up get up - 2NE1

2009-06-03T00:27:00.003+08:00

stone.

in a way, stoning allows me to forget about all the worries/stress/problems, even if it's just for a few minutes.

i hate my hair now, i want to grow it again.

a few more days to holidays :)

are you ready vip - seungri

2009-05-24T21:46:00.004+08:00

doodle doodle :D

tomorrow is week 6. time will fly...and it'll be week 7. time will continue flying and it'll be HOLIDAYS :D TIME WILL FLY!

there's band tomorrow, im quite scared cause after about a year not playing, im very very very very rusty to the core. :( this week there's chemistry test, im quite afraid cause it's been a long time since i've had a test. :( there's band 3 times a week for me this week, cause tuesday there's percussion sectionals and im quite terrified, cause im rusty :(

AH, STOP THINKING NEGATIVELY. shall divert my attention to work, i shall go do work now...

i will survive.

patience wearing thin - paramore

2009-05-22T21:10:00.003+08:00

stuck on the computer chair every single day.

2 more weeks, i can do this.

i may not be a straight A student, i may not be the brightest pupil, i may not understand everything, i may not know everything, i may not be hardworking everyday, i may not be in the best mood to study everyday, i may not listen in class when it starts to get dry, i may not do my assignments diligently and leave it to the last minute, i may not be proactive, i may not be the best and that gives me a reason to work harder to be the best.

i may not be the best player, i may not be able to sight read fast, i may not be able to read notes on the treble clef without the help of acronyms, i may not be able to read notes on the bass clef without the help of acronyms, i may not be able to play almost all the instruments, i may not be able to play syncopated rhythm accurately, i may not be the most experienced player, i may not count properly and get lost in the middle of the song, i may not be the best musician on earth and that gives me a reason to practise more to prove myself wrong.

i may not always be in a cheerful mood everyday, i may not want to say anything, i may not be the best companion on earth even though i try to, i may not have enough patience, i may not have enough empathy, i may not have the ability to read body language, i may not make the right decisions but that is why im human, i make mistakes and i should not repeat them.

i am not in the right mood today (damm you hormones).

2 more weeks, fighting :)

it's been a long time coming, but we're here now - 2ne1

2009-05-19T20:39:00.002+08:00

we are we are CALMANDO
squash you like a TOMATO
mash you up like POTATO
wash our toes with KODOMO
make you emo like ELMO
while we slacking drink MILO
acting like a COMMANDO
GOOOOO...CALMANDO
:)
(where is Cecilia?)

it's been a long time coming, but im here now! :D school life is hectic to the max but i shall not complain cause it'll be more hectic as time progresses. week 5 already. 2 more weeks of school and it's the holidays (in which i have to prepare for mid semester test ohhhhh mannnn). but before the calm, there's a storm, 2 more weeks to deadlines for projects/assessments/practical datasheets and what not ( and i still am not a quarter done)

oh oh, decided not to join SPARC as a CCA, cause got interview and i think i will not have time for SPARC cause SPSB will take up alot of time. Band Freshmen Orientation Camp was fun despite the dirty stuff (flour, egg, milk, creamer, sugar, coffee mix, water, soap, shampoo) that they poured on us during the 6 hour long night game and the fact that everyone now recognises me as Egyptian. i like the games and the forfeits. and of course, i like my group mates cause they're all high and amiable :D we won best cheer okay! GOOOO CALMANDO :D

okay...time to get back to work. there's band tomorrow and BLOOD TEST :O

oh and i realised that my whole math PBL group is made up of july babies, how cool :D TAN PECK JOON, is 24 hours younger than me, HOW CAN YOU BABINATE? babinate sounds like a verb, a process or some vulgar word. I BABINATE YOU. okay the stress is getting to my head now, im spouting nonsense.

STUDY, DO YOUR TUTORIALS AND PROJECTS NOW!
WAITING FOR EGYPT TO SNOW IS IT?!

you gotta ring the alarm - 2ne1

2009-05-09T05:37:00.000+08:00

during B. immunology when Miss Lin was extremely late.

stressed out man. the presentation is the day after tomorrow, and i still haven't finish the slides and i haven't written what i want to say about calcium hypothesis (to hell with this hypothesis man) GROUP MEMBERS AH, HURRY SEND ME YOUR INFO! have never felt this much animosity for a disease, Alzheimer's disease, i hate you. (this is what happens when you're stressed, you blame the existence of the disease, not the module or the project) i think i have to stay up late today cause i don't think i have time to do this tomorrow, gosh!

so many things to accomplish! ahhhh im going bonkers. week 7 feels like tomorrow know? tutorials, projects, practical report, revision and moreeeee... it doesn't help when the lectures leave me stumped at times due to the complexity of the content. like during anatomy and physiology yesterday, i was like 'HUH' when she explained polarization, depolarization and repolarization. took rather long to digest it. is it just me or is my brain not working efficiently?

i can't believe i actually signed up for band and some slack club that has events only once in a while.

i shall continue my Alzheimer's project now. then, i shall write my script, then i shall do my tutorials, then i'll think about my practical report, then i'll listen to the online lecture about amino acids and proteins, then i'll think about my CRS assessment and research on it, then i'll do my written assignment on the eye, and to accomplish this, i must first stop blogging.

WHY NO HOLIDAY ON MONDAY?! >:(

now take this, haters - kanye west

2009-05-04T23:54:00.001+08:00

the guy in the background is freaky; the next minute, he disappeared.

power naps are awesome. i just woke up from one, and i have to sleep again soon (school starts VERY EARLY tomorrow, with chemistry first on the list, damm). i feel damm shagged after each school day. why must lessons always ends at almost 6pm the whole week except for Wednesday. WHY?! why can't they push the lessons to morning so we have the whole afternoon to tire ourselves with assignments/tutorials/projects and get a good sleep at night. WHY?

congrats, now we have 4 projects at hand, thanks to Math A PBL. problem based learning on foxglove leaves. gosh. the whole project is going to last like the whole semester! ahhhh, i can feel the heat. there's like 2 projects due next week, and the group haven't even met up to sort out the tasks and the articles for CRS is not even on uploaded yet, how are we supposed to research?

Alzheimer's disease, you're retarded, go and die, why can't your homeostatic imbalance be clear, not ambigous? and i wished our eyes weren't as complicated.

it's already week 3 of school, 4 more weeks to deadlines of major projects, can you feel the stress? can you? wait what am i talking about, think of the good end, 4 more weeks of school and then we have 3 weeks of HOLIDAYS (which we have to cram our heads for mid-semester test) welcome back, academic stress.

i should go to sleep now. sleep the stress away. good morning.

may day may day - gdragon

2009-05-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

hello MAY! :D

after school in the house - after school

2009-04-30T22:21:00.004+08:00

me: Cher, see you look very happy eh.

Mrs Ang: Ya la, i was laughing cause you very funny.

Mrs Ang: Eeee can see all my fats under my chin *laughs*

me: Vain sia *laughs*

Mrs Ang: *laughs & walk away*

school has been fine, but tiring. i come home feeling shagged everyday. probably due to the immense amount of walking cause my teaching blocks are far away from Dover MRT + lugging my huge & heavy bag all around campus. lectures, tutorials, practicals have officially started. i now have 3 major projects in my hands now with many many more to come...wee...(not). it's week 2 and almost all of our projects are due on week 7 with the exception of one which is due in 11 days time, LIKE HELLO SO FAST. i wish everyday is like last Wednesday, just 50 minutes of tutorial in the morning and the rest of the day free, fat hope man fat hope. we don't need to rely on the map now to get to our teaching blocks :) that's one achievement.

there's lectures/tutorials/modules that i like such as Basic Immunology, Anatomy & Physiology, Biosystems & Biomolecules cause the lecturers are nice or very entertaining, plus the content in the modules are not so boring. although, i was left dumbfounded after the first Biosystems & Biomolecules tutorial on Amino Acids and Protein cause i couldn't catch a thing. thought i was the only one who was lost, but turns out others were lost too.

i don't really fancy Mathematics 1A and Analytical & Physical Chemistry cause the content is rather dry and urm *ehem* the lecturers...errrr...no comments.

Critical Reasoning skills is making me paranoid, period.

ONOW (our nation our world) is good because we get to slack during the 2 hour lecture. webcamming and what not (cause the lecturer is very nice), rather fun despite the mundane module.

mmm, Mama says that i might not be able to handle dead bodies and hence i should reconsider my job options. D:

i better start on my tutorials & projects. stop procrastinating.

feels like insomnia - craig david

2009-04-25T18:31:00.003+08:00

during break yesterday, played with geebaby :)

week 1 of school is over.

taking a breather now. finished my CRS (critical reasoning skills) essay which is due tomorrow 12 pm! CRS is a module which turns on my paranoid mind and it's scary! i think by the end of the module i'll be very paranoid and i won't accept everything as it is. why? because the lecturer says only meek lambs accept everything as it is. can you imagine, after one lesson of CRS, Aishah and i started debating about abortion. what the hell.

there's student nurse training next week, going to learn how to prick fingers. haha! the week after that is blood test for hepatitis B and taking blood for our first immunology practical. these few weeks will be bloody...

okay, time to draw and write about white blood cells!

you so fly - big bang

2009-04-22T17:47:00.004+08:00

testing the webcam at an unearthly hour of 2am :)

it has only been the 3rd day of school. the week seem to pass by slower than usual, i think it's all in my head. mmm...i must say my lecturers are very quirky and interesting. some are really funny, every few minutes i find myself cracking up. some are really confusing, like they talk like bullet trains during lecture and here we are frantically trying to find what she is talking about in the notes. some are weird, like they laugh at their random comments, which is not funny. however, i still do enjoy the lectures/tutorials/practicals. well, i enjoy them now, im not sure about later, but i hope i still do enjoy them as time goes on :)

there's a price to pay when the campus offers a wide range of food. that is, a very huge campus in which you have to walk alot and sweat out all the junk food to go to lectures/practicals/tutorials. seriously, we keep getting lost. we still need the map sometimes, but we've improved, now we know how to navigate although we're a bit lost at times.

it's been 3 days, i've received homework, written assignments and what nots already. i feel so lost now, after so long not doing work but there's this small part of me that's raring to go, finish it as soon as possible and be merry! :) i hope i'll be hardworking. go for it, jiayou, hwaiting, jaiho!

school starts at 11 tomorrow. i shall go read lecture notes or something. :D feels good to be back in school (for now).

im so hot hot - wondergirls

2009-04-19T02:55:00.002+08:00

i'd die for some ice kachang right now, i feel like im in an OVEN!

i want to sleep, i really do, cause i have to wake up early and make sure i won't be late again. but noooooo, the heat is really really pissing me off, i can't sleep! it's like almost 3am now! AHHHH HOOOOOTTTTTT!

i just came home like 1 and a half hour ago. went out the whole day. went to the CTSS Carnival. i was sooooo late, im sorry Unnie ah. the sweltering heat really spoiled my mood, i just wanted to go home and bathe! the carnival is sooooo messy this year. i prefered 2007 one really. but the browines from the SC stall was nice :) really liked it. ate so many sweet stuff today, sugar rush. then, went to Jurong Point with my family. ate dinner there. i ate Teppan Beef Bulgogi ;D and the kimchi there is really growing on me, really really! more flavourful than Lot 1's one. however, the Kimchi Noodles from Lot 1 beats the Kimchi Ramen from JP hands down! they should sell Korean Food in SP! i'll frequently eat there for sure. then went to Mustafa, bought things and come home! really shagged but i can't sleep cause why? IT'S SO HOT!

i hope there's nice shoes to buy today. i can't wait to start school tomorrow! must plan on what to wear the whole week, shall write them down.

SHAFINAH, im sorry i didn't call back yesterday, i went out the whole day and it was so blardy hot i forgot to call back! i really want to talk to you though, i'll call you back, don't worry ;)

SAKTHI, i really miss you and today was fun, i had a fun time laughing at your pictures! especially the one with your crazy hair, and your dad's huge tummy. :D

JASVINDER, if you're reading this, i hope you are. you're going to leave soon and i don't have the chance to see you for the last time. please keep in contact with us when you're in Idaho and please do tell us when you're in town! we'll miss your motherliness haha, and i'll surely miss your very distinct voice which i really really like to hear cause you sound very motherly (HAHAHA!) please take care of yourself and have fun over there! we'll miss you loads darling! :)

saving the best for last, AISHAH UNNIE AH. mianhe about today, jjinjja mianhe.i know Fruitella is not enough to make up for my tardiness, im really sorry. jeosohamnida! :( see you tomorrow, should i wear skirt? hahahaha, we'll see...don't fume anymore, later smoke will come out of your ears :) saranghae!

YAY IT'S RAINING! i think i can sleep now :)

i'll eat you up - BoA

2009-04-17T01:23:00.004+08:00

school is awesome :D

mmm, school has been fun! SP campus is rather huge with lots of pathways and routes to get to each teaching block/food court. the maps that they place at random places really do come in handy, especially when you're lost and your sense of direction is rather retarded. it also helps to have a friend by your side! :)

i think im going to be fat in SP. the food choices in there are like, woo...everyday you don't know where to eat, foodcourt 1/2/3/4/5/6? hard time deciding. the vending machines too, gosh, ice cream vending machines, it's here, there, everywhere. wow, i really think im going to be obese if i don't control my appetite.

today was flag day. was stationed at Commonwealth. decided to stand infront of Sheng Shiong. it really brings back alot of fond memories. shopping at Sheng Shiong, eating at Long John Silvers, eating the very very nice Hainanese Chicken Rice, ah the good old times, miss all those times really. will be seeing Shafinah and Sakthi this Saturday, very excited :D

after about one hour of collecting, the whole class went to the coffeeshop at the back that sold the very very nice Hainanese Chicken Rice and sat there. we sat there and all of a sudden, we all decided to watch a movie instead, like a class outing. Wanted to watch Taken at Lido but the timings would clash so we decided to watch at Cineleisure instead. Xueying brought alot of popcorn along, like two whole huge bags of popcorn. we were all munching on popcorn during the movie. Unnie was like the popcorn transporter cause i sat rather far from the popcorn bag. after the movie, there was still alot of popcorn. someone told me to bring it home, so i stuffed it in my bag. the movie was nice, really shows how much a father would go all the way for the daughter. the father is so smart (and violent) ahaha! killed all those people just for the daughter, how noble.

the popcorn are now in 2 huge containers. there's still a bag of it which my Sis is going to bring to school. :D it's a whole lot of popcorn, i think im going to get sick of popcorn pretty soon.

the class outing was fun :) and i hope 1A/02 will stay like that despite of what people usually says about poly. i have this feeling that 1A/02 will prove all the rumours wrong and we won't be that way looking at how interesting the characters in the class are.

im glad to be back in school :D (although i don't have school today hahaha)

do as you choose - gdragon

2009-04-12T22:41:00.005+08:00

was figuring out a math question; Indra stop taking pictures and focus.

school tomorrow :) i still haven't gotten ready! hahaha. i shall get ready after this. mmm..tomorrow's schedule seems boring though. there's flag day on Thursday oh gosh..i don't really like flag days. school starts at 1 tomorrow but i have to wake up early, go NTU see my supervisor to talk abt $$$$$. anyway, im excited to go school tomorrow, still thinking of what to wear. i shall make a list of what im going to wear for the whole week. no more holidays anymore...cannot sleep late & wake up late anymore. no more working. no more no more! i can't be tardy anymore. hahaha, im sure i'll miss slacking. 6 months of slacking, i hope the law of inertia do not apply to me. i can't slack anymore, i hope i will not want to slack (yeaaa right....)

i shall go now. i hope i don't have the Monday blues. let's go get ready.

the world is cold - good charlotte

2009-04-11T01:25:00.004+08:00

this is one of my speakers, i took this while she was talking, she didn't even realise! :p
i forgot her name.

ahhhh yesterday was really the most torturous work day! 6 people and i was locked in that really cold office for like 8 hours; i felt like i was in a torture chamber. didn't even had breakfast or lunch, and some speakers really got on to my nerves. what's more my supervisor not there, enjoying his very Good Friday. was so hungry, i came home at ate Mama's Chicken Rice...my brunchner (breakfast + lunch + dinner = brunchner) yummmm!

waking up early + no breakfast + no lunch + cold office + no company + supervisor not even there + speakers with different antics = torture.

however, i think the new working place is cool (and near). it's at Fusionopolis. the place is new and really huge, when you go in, must have a pass and all. i feel like im working in a real company, hahaha! i was even given a proper office to work in. there's Starbucks on the first floor! the people there are really nice too :) like my sub-supervisor, Mahani, very caring. she even allowed me to surf the internet while waiting for people.

glad today will be the last day. 4 people, persevere! Aniah fighting! woo, i really can't wait! after that, say hello to $$$$! HEHEHE... *insert money face, i believe it looks like this -> $.$* HAHAHA.

on a very very very HAPPY AWESOME DELIGHTFUL AND MANY MORE POSITIVE ADJECTIVES THAT I ONCE USED BUT HAVE FORGOTTEN...IM IN THE SAME CLASS AS AISHAH! yay Unnie ;D woot woot! thank God for answering our prayers :) DBS/FT/1A/02 for the win! looking forward to start of term. orientation is the day after tomorrow! woo! after 6 months being deprived of school, we're finally going back to school! however, the timetable does not seem really appealing. chemistry practicals until 11pm every Tuesday on even weeks?! that's crazy.

Thuzar, my lovely Toozeh, although we're not in the same class, we'll meet up for lunch dates, dinner dates and whatever okay! don't worry, smile for me :) im sad you're not in our class, but hey, it's not like we're not in the same school right? :D

can't wait for today! dinner at Changi Airport with maternal family and i think we'll probably hang out till late! coolness :) i feel blessed to be really close with my family, cause i know not everyone has the privilege.